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short short cny

2012-01-28T23:04:00.001+08:00

NOooooo i havent play enough for this cny. Now already back to sg waiting work to come

how sad this is... i cudnt keep my emotion =(

2012-01-16T23:40:00.004+08:00

我看，只有我会爱我。要是自己都放弃，真的就没人爱了

我看我好像把事情弄乱了=.=

my god, my chinese sux until wan use a word also duno which word. next time nid use back english

2012

2012-01-01T00:42:00.003+08:00

2012 lor!!

will this really happen??

Anyway im here to sum up 2011.
I wud say this year, or in fact last year has been quite alot of ups and down for me.
Not a very smooth year in fact,
first, academic results do not turn out as well as usual, both semester already got the results that pulling down my cgpa, although there are some people still like to post some nonsense comment in fb like "aiya always say like dat end up A lar, 4.5 above larr". I usually kinda pissed up but now, hack care man!! let them run their mouth as if i care man, numb with it d =P Life is not all about results though it does actually matter abit also. I kinda numb with it ady lar, just take it that i don't belong to that 'class' if i eventually really failed to do so.
Think abt it ntu exam reli weird la, the subj i sux to the max and i give it up for other subj that i know better, end up that subj become the best and the subj i work harder got screwed!! 所以，这个世界很多事都是徒劳无功的. LOL!! Learn new word for chinese d. 徒劳无功!! Nvm d, this coming semester do IA so no more exam. see u for 1 year!! wohooo!!
Now lemme talk some better things, at least, i did success to get my IA choice for this semester. EXXON MOBIL!! Hopefully i can do well in this company, nonetheless im also lucky to have a good supervisor. Back to the bad things again, which is, this is the first time semester break i tak boleh balik penang!!! Seriously got tipu by the HR man!! N the HR also guai guai one, when they pick people for interview they also abit biases on ............................. better not to mention it. haha!! But luckily i got back my choice of project. Now working in pioneer road, nonid go till jurong island. Abo i every day need to wake sooooo early that i wud need to sacrifice my 'love to sleep' habit. =p
Happy to have this job, salary well paid, facility good, eat cheap, got free milo coffee tea =)
with the cost of staying in hall for whole holiday =(
Anyway first few week kinda slack in work, office no people since everyone clearing their leave, until this week left 10% people nia. So claim buta salary for the moment la!! hahahaha

Okay!! Is happy new year now, must be happy!! 2011 is the past, what done is done, the goods are memories to keep, the bads are lessons and past. Leave the regrets behind.

New year, new aim, new hope!! Here's da list!
-> Try to work better to pull back my cgpa?
-> Err... put on more weight?? This seems far more unrealistic...
-> Play harder also. Seems my gaming skill or sport ability is like poorer and poorer. Studying life ending soon le!
-> Stay happier of cos!!
-> Last!! find my..... special one?? Eh eh eh!! getting older liao leh, shud reli consider to serious about finding da one, abo 2012 reli end of year liao no pak tor tiok! HAHA!

So these wud sum up my new year blog post.
HAPPY 2012 EVERYONE!!

family

2011-10-23T23:36:00.010+08:00

This post is just for some random feeling i wish express out.

As years goes by, i become older and older =.= or better words will be i become mature and more mature, means then i learn more and more about daily life. What i wana point out nw is about family. Family is no doubt the most important member in our lifes. Sorry if u dun tink that way, but for me i learn to prioritize my family a lot. No matter what conflict we have in the past, quarrels, the physical distance we have it now, no other people carry the same blood and can be closer to you than ur own family. To me nobody can be more important than them, especially my parents, not even GOD. Sorry again if u dun feel it that way, but the true fact is that i can see their existence with my own eyes, and how much they work to raise me up throughout this 20+ years. None other can gave that to you throughout ur life. They might not give the best of everything to you, but they did gave their best of everything to you. That's how i tink basically

I know this post is abit random. The fact is that i wish to voice out since last week, when i started to fall sick and uncomfortable. Then i post a status at my facebook wall. And guess wat? the first person who came to ask about me is my mum. LOL!!! So think about it, no matter how active my frens is on facebook also failed to beat my mum. Perhaps my mum is active on facebook also. HAHA!! Ya, that's the fact why sumtimes i dont want to post in fb, or customize the status i post becos i knew that my parents will worry. and when they are worried, im worried too. I know im more than big enough to take care of myself, although i dont sumtimes =D, but what i wana let them know that is enough that u took care of me all these years and now is the time i can take care myself. That's the reason why sumtimes i have to hide things from them.

Last sunday when i feel sick that time a fren from NUS told me dat another fren of mine went back to KL becos his father passed away. I felt so sad about it. He is one of my close buddies in college that we always played together. Cant imagine that can happen. The reason behind is still unknown, but the last time i stay in his house, i rmbr his father still look very healthy, and that's what that shocks me. I guess is really tough for him, especially he still have his tough life in NUS and all the struggles he had there, and exam are coming in 1 month time. Hope he can make it through.

I started to think about it, what if it really happens to me?? (Choi choi)!!! That's why it's better to love them now than feel sorry about it. When i go temple to pray, the 1st thing i ask is not that i can study well and have good result, not that i can find good job next time and earn big money nor i can find a prefect partner to fill up my life -.-, but is to tell them that im thankful that YOU keep my family safe and healthy and hopefully YOU can continue to bless them.

Before i close this post....

I LOVE YOU MOM AND DAD.

Time to sleep, stomach cannot tahan d =.=!!!

Sickness go away!!!

2011-10-23T22:59:00.003+08:00

Yo ho im back for blogging business. It's been a while since i last update my bloggie, and this time i come back with some sickness... FEVER!!!

Last Sunday got food indigestion, whole day stomach felt full full, until nite time i can burp out with the food smell that i took for lunch, and then as expected, when my body react, i caught fever T.T. The next day i went to school clinic, this is the very 1st time i go to sch clinic to check my sickness. I tot it opens at 9am, so i went slightly b4 9am and guess what!? When i reach there oredi so many ppl queue up for registration d. WALAO!! like see doctor nonid money meh? But actually is really nonid money one lol!! Then i realize the operating hour starts at 830, late abit. So i register my name n sit there n wait, wait until 10 sth still havnt call me. Seriously, no sick also wait until sick, that morning my fever sumore gone ady, tot of cancel my registration and go off d since im better dat day, but den later dey called my number. Wait for 1.5 hours there, but my check up not even 10minutes, the doc check check awhile nia then prescribe me 4 types of medicine d. Taken the medicine and i whole day fishing in class until i kenot tahan and decide to go back room.

Luckily next day i felt better and i stop the medicine. But reli pok kai one, NTU eh food duno how they cook one, these 3 days i pang sai like pang jiu like that, all water. Today my stomach again not feeling well, and again feel very fill up that kind, then fever lagi. Argghhh!!! What is this man!!?? So today i decided not to take canteen food and eat roti nia.

Seriously NTU canteen dun have any food cater for sick ppl. All food are so oily(especially those A.T. stall), all not so healthy one, and sum canteen that sell porridge, reli tak boleh pakai mia.

Sick liao eat d more sick. Haiz, best way out is to eat biscuit and roti like wat i did now.

Haiz duno why can kena till like that, tink is last week the bbq cause me food poisoning. Those A.T again, see them bbq so damn nt hygiene one. The carcoal burn up they go use the food to destroy the fire. They tot like dat can cook the food faster. And their utensils also simply put all around. Luckily i din eat alot, but then also kena big one now.

Hopefully can faster recover ar!! exam coming in a month time!!

Third year random post

2011-08-17T21:50:00.003+08:00

Sei fo, 2nd week d but im still in holiday mood. Wake up ar plz!! *slap slap*

My mind keep on telling me, this year lesser AUs and no eca commitment, then i become slacker and slacker. Cannot arrrrr like that!! Later my cgpa keep jatuh and jatuh, then teruk lor!!

All of the sudden, i wondering whether should i take ureca and sun bian can earn some income or not. But then it's like very hard to do, last year take 1 week nia then drop d lol.

Dilemma dilemma.

A new semester

2011-08-10T16:53:00.004+08:00

A new academic year, a new semester. Time flies, as a third year student now means i have competed half of my journey in NTU.

The freshman orientation camp has just ended. It's a tiring one yet one of the most enjoyable and a memorables one too. Seeing all those freshies just reminds me about the days when i was them. My group members is really a big one compare relatively to the numbers of my past 2 OGs. But they are really nice person, see them bonding around and can get themselves adapt to the environment is really.... fun?? HAHA, though till now I actually never really know much about them because I join them slightly later as I only check back to NTU 1 day before the camp and miss out some outings and helping them doin admin stuff. But well, there is still plenty of time for us to get together!!

This semester i am taking lesser subjects and also considering not to involve much in cca events. So hopefully this can make me more active with my OG members, and hopefully my OG members can be very active too!!! =)

Result got screwed up

2011-06-09T00:57:00.005+08:00

To the hell of year 2 sem 2. My result basically fucked all up except for 1 subj. This sem result is the worst for the 4 semestera i had in NTU. Expect to do bad one come out bad, expect to do better one oso turn out not much better.

And screw those group projects!! Tech comm already got screw up before that, now DDP got sabor-ed. If you say our project got screwed up, im fine with that. But now my result is 1 grade lower than d others. If that's the case i might as well shake leg throughout the semester rather than cracking my head doing all the software. Thanks to those who sabor me.

And to those people who always say i always cock, take a look at my result now la!! go slowly count how many A lo!

This is pissing me off, leave me alone

DDP week

2011-05-21T01:51:00.002+08:00

Exam already passed 1 week ago. Now i am still in uni doing DDP!! Ahh sien man, next week is officialy DDP week. Everyday 830-5 again!!

I want cepat cepat go home ar!!

Lakers = lao keh??

2011-05-09T12:35:00.002+08:00

Big time upset from lakers!! Walao! Nvr in my life seeing you playing so so so badly in playoff. Losing game that shud've win, now being swept 4-0. First time for Phil as coach, first time for Kobe, and what more? letting in 11 3-pointers at first half, tie nba record. 20 3-pointers in the game, tie nba record. 9 3-pointers drained by 1 person, tie nba record. 2nd biggest losing margin in playoff. Mavs bench points = lakers whole team points. Still anymore record u need to break?? omg man!!
my exam havent finish but now u are out from the playoff. No more seeing lakers play in the postseason until nex year =.= And i got that feeling the lakers era is about to over.
luckily din watch u play this morning else i kek ki til kenot do exam jz now lo. haha

Time to vent out!!!!!!!!

2011-05-05T02:10:00.003+08:00

helo blog. tmr i my 1st paper and i am staring my notes and papers for the whole nite for nth. Not even absorbing a single piece of crappy knowledge from dat god damn bloody cpe207 notes. So i think it is better for me to waste my time staring at my own blog rite now. How?? All the time i complained that i dun understand materials, but at least i do knw wat r they trying to deliver. For this piece of shit subj, only tonnes of notes is dumped on the edventure, self-service, nonid lecture one. 4Au subj sumore. The one and only lecture is for clicker quiz. For god sake, his materials covered is the most, lab work is the most, all those mini minor works given also the most but his teaching is nvr the most. NO NO!! Is he nvr teach for the whole sem, even his tutorial is every student go out talk and present only. WTF?? This is how top rated uni being ranked all these while. But now its ranking has drop significantly i dun even feel any sympathy even im the one studying here cos i basically think that u deserved it. And for fuck sake this subj take most of my time throughout this semester especially in week 13, where the time people starting to mug for exam but the whole CPE cohort is camping in the software engineering lab all day all nite to finish up a single project to ENTERTAIN our dear lecturer. YEA! this is wat u mention in the first lab session dat i still rmbr u did said dat "everything we do here is surely FUN!!!" I guess the fun only applies to you and surely not for all of us, definitely not me.

You knw sumtimes i dont actually mind spending or wasting a lot of time if the final product i get still let me learn something, at least something. But for this serious shit i absolutely undoubtedly 100% gurantee i have learned nothing. This is why i get so frustrated all time becos this sem happen to be the busiest sem. Besides sacrificing time for the previous concert and now i sacrifice much of the remaining time for you and for nothing which now turns that i left not much time for other subj which i tink i can do better. ^$#^#@! you!!

Its been whole nite adi i have been stunning on my desk, and started thinking alot of matters. One of them is why i choose to be here. I knw is oredi 2 yrs here, but i nvr reli felt that studying is actually so torturing that i reli hate to be here (right now). I have been seeing my frens on fb, those photos filled with so much fun, can travel around while studying that i also feel happy for them, especially those in aussie. When i started look at myself, do my life worth to be like this? People mid sem holiday go travel between cities and i mid sem holiday travel between hostel and labs. LOL!! Maleh, think liao also stupid. But this path is i choose one. Sien like hell!! Tmr 1st paper can go kamikaze and screw u damn software engineering!! Perhaps now it is better for me to read on other subj rather than this crap. Maybe i shud already start doing this and not wasting so much precious time on u all these while. Regret man....

To those farking tonnes of bullshit things

2011-03-21T00:28:00.004+08:00

This sem is a real hell of hectic semester. Those unfinished lab works and assignments is killing me enough. With the recess week just ended and tomorrow is the start of the 2nd part of this semester, it means more new assigments and lab works to be add on. Screw them!! Not to mention I dun even have a recess week! The whole so called 'recess' has been burned off by the DDP projects. It so sickening, i dun even have time to touch studies, and where is my last progress?? Week 3 week 4? Hell yea tmr is week 8. Congratz to me! After this i gona continue burning all the remaining time scratching my head to do all the hell of the projects, then i go to the final exam with only 3-4 weeks of materials in my head. Nice plan and goodjob.

Alright, i know there is no avoidance for it, since im the one cari pasal to add tech comm and business elective on the worst sem, but problem now there are certain stupid stuff and people who are trying add more headaches and anger to make me gone nutz. Firstly, those cca, you know, its making me more regretting joining and running main comm for this club. I tot the only thing i can keep myself feel better is the points i get for hall application next year. Guess what? now NTU implement duno wat stupid shit 2 point willing to share rule which give advantage to those who have lower point. So whats the farking point of running main comms on cca club, doing much work than people and end up people doing easier job might still get the same level of points, or even worse, higher point than me if i failed to find any local student who points difference is no greater than 2 compare to mine and they did. The true fact is a bit impossible for me to find a local student with 13 points.

So?? All this while spending on this club is total waste, not to say dat i have lost interest on this club at the first place. If i were to do all the things im interest in or happy in this club, it is at least definitely more worthwhile than this even if i dun get the points. Im not try to complain that the time spend all these while being responsible on my work. Fair enough, im the committee, i'll do my part. The shitty thing is that there are some committee started to trigger my nerves. It's not the first time. Some of them I have been baring on it, get over it and forget about it. But today there's the stupid brainless ah tiong send some kinda email reli put a lot of heat on my temper!! PLEASE!! I am not a performer at all at the first place. If you wana say im sux, or anyone in this world likes to, fine!! I take it!! I do admit it! I never deny im sux. But you tink i reli wana perform in this concert?? I join this damn thing purely becos i had to since duno which dumbass implement the club rule dat every main comm has to join this damn eleganza. If i had a choice, it be better for me to use all the time i had, doing my sch work or even start catch up my studies. I wudnt wish to spend any single millisecond of my time on the piano piece you gave me Mr Dumbass!! You know, sometimes I just dun understand some people, especially certain 'pee are si', so kiasu and yet like to show off. Damnit, if u tink u are great, just go ahead. If you wana pia so much, show in front everyone that u r great, or master a plan to run president for the club on your 2nd year, go ahead too, no one is there to stop u or trying to win u, definitely not me in this case. For god sake, i dun even plan to rejoin any committee for this club. No, i shud say is i dun even wish to. If i can, i do wish i can quit right now. It's making me feel more sucky when im in total stress condition for this semester

Gosh, this school is driving me nutz. I just dont know how much longer i can stand still. Please end horrifying mess quickly man!!!

14th Feb 2011

2011-02-14T03:00:00.006+08:00

Yay!! happy valentine's day and i shall celebrate my 21st lonely valentine lar! Lol!! watever...

As single people like me, 14th feb is no big deal nor a big day to them. but that's not the case for me as 14th Feb always an important day to me as it's my mum mother birthday. Happy birthday mama!! Sori as i cudnt celebrate birthday with my mum as im in SG. Sigh... But dont wori, my heart will always be ur bez present. =D
Morever, valentine is about love, and i love my mum. That's how my valentine is. Mum is always important, as she will stay with you. As for partners, err... well.... not to be pessimistic, but u know better....
But well, to those couples, i wish all of you stay sweet together and appreciate each other
to those singles leh, dont get too emo too, becos friends and family are always with you, right?

This nite, I duno why u sudddenly msg me. But sorry, i dun wish to talk, im not in the mood, and i dont even wish to spoil the mood, today is still a valentine's day, and also my mum's birthday. Im suppose to be happy.
Not to wori, im alright anyway.

So once again, Happy valentine's day everyone!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!

Back to December

2011-02-12T16:21:00.008+08:00

Taylor Swift in Singapore!! Too bad I missed it. But I think this is the only performance I am looking forward the most because I damn damn damn love this song.

Very meaningful song to me

Year 2 sem 2, another deja vu?

2011-01-24T19:43:00.003+08:00

Our semester break just gone like that and today is the first day of semester 2. Our holiday seems soooooo short compare to previous one, and i realize it is indeed short!! proudly thanks to the YOG. However, lazy people like me would opt for more holiday, end up still staying in Penang right now with my own self declare holiday. YESSSSSS!! I will only go back to the hell NTU after the CNY. =P That time it will be more than just hell because i will only start my semester on the week 3. LOL!! when all the works piled up, CCA events, CAs, Projects, Labs, then maybe i will starts complain complain and complain. Deja Vu!! Ohh no wait!! other than that i will have eleganza for this semester. I am still so sux on the piano yet la! My frens say got 1 year to practise so nonid worry, but wei!! where got 1 year? Wait until i knw what piece im goin to play is like left 5 months only, deduct the exam period is like left 3 months+ or so. After slacking out throughout the holiday now left 2 months+. Sumore now is 1 month left then i have to ready for it for our master class. WALAO!! I hate this!! Reli another deja vu. It reminds me why quit learning piano 9 years ago. sigh!!

NTU was never nice to me one =( but maybe not when taking my result la. Haha! I survived through the last semester after i tot i wud screw up badly. End up, i have no complain when the result is out. Perhaps i dun even deserve to complain in any way also since i dun reli think i done enough for them. Everything turns out beyond my expectation, expect for that damn noob astronomy, from A to B+. Why!!?? I shud have SU-ed it at the first place!! But how cud i use the SU when i got A for midterm. Stupid ntu, i still dun und why they only allow us to SU before our exam. Next time 2 exam in 1 day one shudnt save the bullets. But suan liao lar, just when i tot i hv to try the very best on every other subjs include that astronomy to save my term gpa because of that maths paper, now it turns out my maths got an A =.= That's the subject i totally given up, the first core subj I refuse to do the past year paper because i dun even know how to do them, and also failed to answer 70% of the paper in the final exam properly. Now become the saviour for my result. HAHAHA!! This is madness!!

Though, the term gpa is not high as the previous semester but i tink this result shud be the better one as it covers more AU, and dun 4get i do all the 6 papers in torturing 6 days rather than 4-5 subjs in 2 weeks like the previous sem. So congratz to myself. Hope everything turns out well also for this brand new semester.

Before i end this post, GONG XI FAI CAI to everyone ya!! Wish those do business one earn more money, study one get gud result, people like me leh get more ang pau. Happy chinese new year!! Looking forward to have a nice CNY gathering with family and frens!!

abit harsh kinda feelings

2010-12-01T04:34:00.003+08:00

I write this post because i suddenly have some thoughts flow through my mind when i was sitting in front of my comp just now, stunning for few minutes doing nothing. The thought somehow just makes me do not know to express them out, but still i wish to spit everything out here cos it wud make me feel better perhaps.

I called home talked to my parents for awhile just now, and as usual they will asked me about my studies. And for me, as usual, i will just say that progress not really good. As for them, they just will just say 'Aiya, you always say no good the lar, always like to complain nia.' But at least, they know the pressure is there, and end up by comforting me, asking to do my best. If really cannot cope, also nevermind.
Perhaps all the while i like to complain, rather than saying im doing well and things come up badly, i wud rather play safe and i say im not fine in my studies. Though, through conversation they'll just ask me to try my best, but listen to their voice, through feelings i certainly know they always have high hopes on me. I just know it.
Because they believe in me,
Because they believe my capability.
And it turns out my studies in recent year have been doin great, they even put higher hopes on me,
Because they feel that im realiable.
Which parents dont wish their children doing great? Just the fact that between 2 children, as it comes to individual studies, i know they have higher trust on their only son.
Im not trying to justify that im a good son, in fact im not. Im not a perfect child either. I admit it. I've never try the hardest in my studies before, perhaps not even 60 or 70%. Perhaps a slightly better luck has been on my side that puts me into this kinda of result for my education all these while, but certainly it's not gonna work for this semester. The feeling is there, i know, im not going to do great for this sem. Come on man, 6 papers in 6 days, with my current progress and 13 days to my 1st paper, i dont even stand a chance. Yet, im still fooling around when i none of the subject im fully prepared, or even half prepared.

Yes, I have been telling myself im readily prepared to screw up. Am i really ready? There have been still some second thoughts. Though, all these while they have been saying its okay if i dont do that well.

But i knew it
"They certainly will be disappointed if the outcome really turns out to be like this"
Thats the uncomfortable feeling flash through my mind for a moment when i was stunning just now.

Im sorry.

exams days.. screw it

2010-11-28T02:55:00.003+08:00

Finals are coming. None of the subject I think I have the confident to score A or even for an A-. I pretty much screw everything up this sem. And for maths i basically given up on it since I dont have the time to spend for that stupid lame subject with stupid lame lecturer. That guy, always says "I hope you can see that....", "I hope you can understand....", "I hope you can know....". FaRRRk it!! If everything you hope i can, i hope you are not my lecturer man. Sux!! Now even i go to the lectures or tutorials, is no dif compare to attending korean, japanese or tamil class. Screw it! Not to say other subj also like half die. With 6 papers in 6 days for my exam, I dont even have time to spend for each and every subject. So im planning to screw up that maths to focus abit on others so that they dont went badly.

I dont know how i spend my time the whole sem. Tutorial stacked up never do, past year din touch as most of the subject i duno what is happening. With so little time and so many things left, im already telling myself, just screw all of them la!! And Yeah!! this afternoon i played basketball, nite time went music room played piano, come back study 1 chapter played dota d. Thats my exam life. Enjoy huh? With tense around me, I can see things dont went the right way for me.
Basketball doesnt played well as my shooting went all around, one of the worst i had.. sux like shit.
Play piano key also pressed inaccurately.
Dota also went very stiimmmmmm but at least i won the game. looool.

These days body clock all mess up. Everyday sleep so late, ystd even stayed until 6am. Goooshh!!! Lucky i din take that ureca project else i reli go nutzzz with this kinda life. Luckily i know im the person who never hardworking b4, my time management always sux as i always like to waste time dreaming and doin unnecessary stuff.

Hey, just to remind myself when i came here i told myself not to put myself in this deep stress situation. I even told myself not to compare to others as getting ordinary result n graduate wud gud enuf. But now it seems i afraid of losing that 1st class cgpa. Perhaps that's wat we called it 'kiasu', once you have something great, you are afraid of losing it. But if im kiasu i shud be working damn hard rite now, but right now im enjoying music, facebook, games and even blogging. WTF?? Crazy!! maybe the 1st year result is to become the cushion so I at least can hang on with some bad result im ready to get for this semester. Raahhhh =( Sad case

After exam still got another stress, looking at the piano score (duno what song is dat also) that im goin to perform in eleganza next year. Sigghhh. It just reminded me of something...... How depressing. I should put everything to close for today and sleep now.

Gooood nite (- 1 day, left 15 days)

Things that i wanted, fading fading & fading away.

2010-10-30T03:05:00.004+08:00

Another hectic week in NTU. Or should i just say everyday is hectic when you are in NTU. Haha.
No choice, this few weeks is midterm week. Most students are busy studying to score well in CA. But for me, those CA thingy are rather numb for me this semester, mainly because almost every week is CA week for me. =.= YES!!! Almost every end of lab session there is a small quiz for us. Computer engineering is really........... up!! Students in this course are so little if compare to Computer Science, not to say compare to other engineering course like EEE & MAE. And yet i just realise wat we study are so fast like crash course. We don't take common engineering subj like physics or chemistry for our 1st year. In fact wat we study during our 1st year, are those EEE student study in 2nd year. And now we 2nd year is like duno go where adi. Even for maths, computer science course split into 2 subject, we do in 1. Stupid rite? Ya, maybe because we need learn both hardware and software, yet people will still think we are half half kinda people. Those company looking for people who do circuit, they surely look for EEE, and for software programs of course they prefer computer science. So we are stuck in the middle like that. Sux rite!!?? Pick wrong course liao la! HOW SAD...

Yet life still move on. This semester i got the feeling that im goin to screw up. Good thing is that, i still have some cushion to hang on, bad thing is that my first class cgpa is goin to fade away. =( But if things reli go like this, i got no choice. Im offered to do URECA project with professor because of the cgpa i get in 1st year. Yet, i drop it, after just take it for 5 days. I seriously don't think i have the time. My studies are lack far behind, doin this URECA research wud consume even more time for me to learn up new thing require for the project. And dont even forget that i still need a lot of time to train my rusty and naughty finger for the damn piano. Sigh.. Though i really like to try URECA, since it seems quite fun to me, and also of cos i'll get paid if im involve in helping in project. $10 per hour and 10 hours per week is not a small amount though. =S

Well well, things dont always go my way in NTU. How sad that i'll miss this kinda opportunity. But then just to realise, life is not just only study, work, money.
Sometimes we need some space for ourselves
We need some air to take a deep breath
We need friends
family
love

I dont want my life to be so miserable when im already in quite a miserable situation right now.
Seriously, things that i aimed for and things that i wanted badly this semester, are fading one by one, leaving no any sign of hope. Sigh. What i can only hope for now is that, i dont lose anything further more.

Thats it

Just a sad feelings

2010-10-23T02:43:00.002+08:00

Sweet things will come to an end.

But this seems like never really started,

and seems like I have to end it.

NTUPE please survive

2010-10-14T01:24:00.002+08:00

http://www.ntu.edu.sg/campus/Accommodation/Undergrad/ntunieseniors/Documents/Annex%20B2_9%20Sept%2010.pdf

NTU!! How could you review CAC members club tiers after members and committees already commited to this club? No wonder ranking drop by 100 lar!! Do things so no system one.
Regarding to the address above, I thought all the tiers of the clubs have been finalize adi. As you see the date, 20 Sept 2010, which means just release!! And i check the tiers also different compare to last year, like heritage club promoted to tier 2. So not finalize liao meh? Walao!! Now CAC only say wana review its member club depending on the past 2 years activities. =.= I have sacrified my time for this club to do the things that i wanted and even sacrificing doin URECA. My god, if our club ever going to drop to tier 2 in CAC, I shall burn you down!! LOLL!!

Nonetheless, I still have faith and confidence on you NTUPE!! So don't let me down. =D

First ever football boots!!

2010-10-10T01:07:00.005+08:00

Yes!! As stated on the title of the post, i finally got myself a football boots for the very first time eventhough I have been playing football for so many years.

The reason for not getting a football boots all these while is because......................... IM POOR!!! LOL!! Well, partly because I dont always buy shoes all the time until CNY is coming, then I will only get a new one. Of course getting a new shoes in CNY, i need one that can wear out casually to walk around. That certainly does not apply for a football shoe since it has pins below it, makes it impossible to use as casual walk. Unlike basketball shoes, which i still can wear and walk around even I am nt playin basketball.
So i always do is use old shoes to play football nia lor, then that old shoe will soon become cacat shoe. To protect those new shoes i bought (I always love my nike shoes) i can only continue use that cacat shoe to play, until my new shoe officially become 'ahpek'. Haha

But everything has it first time. Days of wearing normal sport shoes to tendang bola is over. Yay!! I bought this new pair of boots in Nike factory at West Coast Plaza, and it's quite cheap also. Cost only $49, cheapest I can get adi among the football boots. No choices lar, poor boy is like that, have to budget abit. But I still like it alot!! Coz it looks nice to me. =) Here a look of it

From the box

Top view

Side view

Boh su cho, Take a photo of the bottom of the shoe also

Has already a week time i bought this shoe. Too bad I only can post on my blog now because i have been so busy in this No Time University (NTU). Has been very hectic througout this semester. Lecture & tutorial all lag behind, activities are still all around, CA's are also coming. Stupid shit...... Guess I already decided not to go back Penang this coming recess week. Sienzzz!! Have to pia all those syllabus which im lack behind now during recess week. See how everything goes later on, then i only can reli decide whether to do URECA or not by end of this month. Really feel like taking URECA, but then...................... i'll still have that 'obstacle' exist on me!!! Sad.. Unless I reli fong hei that club. LOL!! If not, i would need 48 hours per day to do everything(which wont happen).

Im not wishing that i'll have a good time in NTU. All i hope is that i don't get myself tortured, that would be more then enough. So, good luck to myself.

First CA the academic year 2

2010-10-09T11:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday just took the 1st quiz of this semester, though it is not really the very first one because some of our lab also have short test in every session. Nonetheless, this maths CA which doesnt looks like maths is really stupid. Here it is

P(x) denote student study for maths, Q(x) denote student failed in maths
∀x P(x) → ∃x Q(x) ∧ (x=Jackson)

Understand?? Perhaps the argument above also doesnt make sense since i made it myself. HAHAH!! I've studied so much on this chapter but then, the test did not have any question on this chapter. Stupid tart!! Spend whole nite on it while im sick!! Really waste my night to rest myself. Luckily for the test i still manage to do it, though i 4get some theorem's name and i use words to explain for it. LOL.. Hopefully I don't get penalized.

Very random

2010-09-20T23:21:00.005+08:00

Everyone has their own lifes
Seems like people have already found their own

Perhaps, I should search for mine

Good and bad things happen

2010-09-03T01:09:00.003+08:00

Finally!! I got a hall to stay in NTU!!
Its hall 11, good thing is the hall is still new, bad thing is the location is no longer so strategic. It so far from my school and in fact it is far from everywhere. I still like my previous hall 12!!
Don't complain so much d lar, at least my name is on the list on the 3rd round. =)

But then,

Problems are still around me
Shud i just continue this?
It seems that my heart wants a better free life.
But it also seems like there is no turning back.
Perhaps I am force to continue this.
Life is hard

Or is it just that I am the one that choose things to be like this for myself??

Tough first week, tough decision

2010-09-01T02:43:00.004+08:00

Just first week of the new academic year, I already start facing a few difficulty.

So far i still havent recieve any news whether i am granted a hall to stay.

And now,
I am stuck in dilemma whether to run main comm for NTUPE. As I have given up on other club which i have become sub comm last academic year, this is the only club left and it also stand a high chance for me to get 7 eca points, which also indirectly make me more certain of getting a hall for my 3rd year. But then..................

how am i going to perform for the club with my very bery rusty wood finger if i am the main committee? Terrible for me man!!

Perhaps it would be just better for me to get a place outside to stay

From happy island to sad island

2010-08-28T01:15:00.003+08:00

Tonight will be the last night, I can sleep on my comfortable bed.
New semester is coming, 2nd year of my 4 year course is waiting, so far without a doubt im not so looking forward to it.
A 15 weeks of carefree life, switching to a life I may call it miserable, where I still dont have a proper room to sleep at night, NTU is really stupid.

From a happy island in Penang,
I have great food to eat.
I have good room to stay and good bed to sleep.
I can sleep as long as I like
I no need so on budget that I need to think everything is 2.5 times more expensive.
I spend 2 and a half month happily working in MCT without any pressure.
I know a number of nice friends while working.
I also have a nice supervisor who always bully me =P.
I have the biggest birthday celebration so far on my 21st birthday
I think I also recieve the most present on my birthday, since I seldom have birthday pressie.

To a sad island,
I almost everyday need to eat economic rice.
Simply I need to look at my spending budget.
I may not have good room or bed to sleep.
I even may not have a proper room to stay and proper bed to sleep for 1st few weeks.
To get things worse I even might not have a room to stay and I am force to look for outside housing.
I might everyday stuck in the room looking at the computer doing nothing.
I pile up lots of works because Im lazy and leave everything aside until the last minute.
I may start a hectic life and see everyone and perhaps even myself, complaning in facebook about assignment due date, CA, exam.
I may not go everywhere to yamcha with friends like I did in Penang
I may busying with activities to gain points to renew hostel, and end up like today i still havent got a room to stay.
And I... Dont want to continue any longer, because it makes me more depressing.

Life still have to go on. Tonight went egate with my ex colleague in MCT, and some of them I might hardly will see again. And then my supervisor... Ex supervisor to be precise, fly aeroplane one. Haiz.. Sad case. Use to it. Dont want to continue any longer

Let me say bye bye in advance to my friends and family in Penang.

and hello Singapore

Finally, i left MCT

2010-08-01T23:00:00.011+08:00

As stated on this post's title, Im officially not a MCT trainee anymore. My 11 weeks of training ends just like that. Everything has an ending, but this ending has a mix of happy and sad feelings for me. Happy because I could sleep longer, happy because I can get more rest for myself, happy because I have good memories in MCT, but sad because those events has finally turn into memories, sad because I no longer see my friends and work with them in MCT, and sad because I no longer working with my dear supervisor anymore =( Although sometimes I seems like to kidding around, but to be serious, she is really really a nice person, I sincerly admit that. She's a small in size and happy looking person, with a lot of talent inside yet humble, to be trained under her, is the best match I could ever made in MCT. Im really happy and lucky to have this kinda supervisor for this past 11 weeks. So thank you ar Miss Hoh Cheng Wei. I no longer there adi so can praise you banyak banyak. But don't get too proud when you read this post ya, boast you this much in my blog =P Wish ya have a great working life ahead in MCT.

Tomorrow should be a important day for MCT, because the big big boss from USA gonna visit MCT. They call it a 'New Year' for MCT because at this time, they will start do mass cleaning for the whole factory. LOL. Big boss memang big boss. Only this time I can see every station looks so clean and in order, and the air is filled with freshener. Too bad I end my intern sooooooo at 'right' time that I couldnt have a taste of MCT's so called 'New Year' event. Haha. Hope there are somebody there can update me more about it.

Back to the memories in MCT and this I'll let some photos that I post speaks for itself

This is my working space I sit for the whole 2 and a half month

Im trying hard to pretend to be hardworking on the last day. haha

Too tired to pretend hardwoking adi. So I pay HR deparment a visit after getting too bored. Haha. With me taking photos with Ong GS in the middle and Yin Hui on the right

Hmm. I got alot of solo photos but I think it is too much to upload, so post this happy family photo. The rest can be seen in my facebook lar.

Me and Lay Khim

Me and Yeap

Me and BiJun

Keen Yeep and me. To be remembered, he is the one who hand in my resume. Haha

Me and Chee Cheng, my boss punya boss

So many faces hor?? But then don't have Cheng Wei's face. Bad lor her, she don't want take photo with me in MCT. Last day ady still treat me like that. This kinda supervisor, sigh.. just now praise her so much, maybe I should just take back my words. Haha..
But then she treat me makan on the next day lar. This meal duno count as my farewell, or my birthday present, or the meal she owe me long long time ago. LOL!! But she not good until where nia, she suggest we dine at Harvest In, then I suggest dinner at 730pm, she sumore say like very late, so make it 7pm. Then hor, last nite let me wait 45minutes until 8pm lor. What kinda of supervisor is this hor? Tak punctual one. She some more scare I put aeroplane, now who is the one flying plane? Haiz.. I really need to delete some part of the begining post adi. Haha.

Ok lar, now somebody willing to take photo adi, abo sumore say eyes very tired don't want go inside camera. Finally and finally a picture with her. ^.^ But this one really looks nice. We call it 郎才女貌. HAHAH!! Maybe shud be 郎才 can adi, the other 2 chinese words can ignore. =P

2 pretty engineer. BiJun and Cheng Wei

After our dinner, we then go to Batu Ferringhi to have some drink to chill ourselves

These 2 ladies again. Cheng Wei's face so easy get red.

So glaring. What is this lar!?? Blame Cheng Wei again lar, bad photo skill.

It's my bottle of Heineken

Ah Soo, face also red adi. This picture even more glaring. Thanks to someone's bad skill again lor. LOL. But this uncle is the one they blamed for making me wait 45minutes at Harvest In Cafe. Haha.

So this is the end of it lar. Tomorrow I no longer go to MCT working anymore. Time to rest for this 4 weeks time before the hell of my year 2 comes. Hope to see you guys around, and remember to call me out anytime during this 4 weeks!! Miss you guys!

A short update... and.. ohh!! Im 21!!

2010-07-26T23:20:00.003+08:00

Last week, I left my bloggie alone, simply because Im not in a good mood to write anything. So sorry!! Well this week, whether im moodless or what, i at least have to celebrate my 21st bday with my blog!! Yay!! Happy birthday to me!! Opps, my birthday was ystd so its shud be 21 + 1 day birthday. So finally, im 21!!

To me that is not much different, perhaps the only difference is that I can enter the casino. LOL. But then, since this is the 21st birthday, at least i need to make it better celebration for myself. And yes, A lazy people like me only start plan my birthday party 1 week before the actual day of my celebration. I admit that im not like other people who plan very well ahead to make their 21st birthday as grand as possible, such as my sis. Maybe im a simpler person. As long as my buddy are along with me, a simple gathering is enough to satisfy my celebration. Yet too bad, a lot of my close buddy aint available to attend my party, our usual gang, hj, leet, ad, ah ball, li er and the rest, were all in aussie, and so do my college frens in KL were unable to make themselves free to visit me.

But not to forget, my high school frens. LBS, bc, asimo for coming helping me before and after my bday celebration. Thanks alot!! And also thanks to yiren. osk for attending on saturday, thanks to MCT trainnees and engineers for attending also, thanks to my 2 old taman jajar pal, paul and tomato who also came (sorry ya din entertain u 2 alot dat day >.<). Special thanks to those to brought birthday cake and presents for me, special thank to my family who prepare all those food for me. And finally, thanks to those who wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY thru facebook or text message. You guys make my day!! =D Just in case anyone 4got, this week is the week 11 of my internship, which also my last week in MCT. Time pass very fast. Duno whether i will miss the working life. I still left 4 weeks of holiday after this week. But then during this time i tink there are even more frens are back to their studies. The month of August will be very dull for me at home, aiks. By right i shud shift the 4 weeks working life in July to August, so dat i can find my fren during this month and spare all my time on the next month to work. Timing problem. Today Miss Ong from HR ask me whether to extend my internship or not, seriously, I really tot of it before.. Past few weeks i have been thinking of resigning earlier, there few days i tot of extending it. My time in MCT is definately fun in some way, the problem is that i have been 'rotting' late in office. I don't have any new jobs or new things to be learn. I dont think my supervisor gonna teach me anything new. I have gone thru this kinda life a few weeks d. Haha. So final decision is...... finish by this week bah. Things i'll definately miss are the frens i made in MCT this 2 and a half months time, and of coz my supervisor lar! Miss Hoh Cheng Wei!!! Although you didnt teach me alot of things but then i still learn alot of things lar. Duno where the source come from hor?? Haha. Honestly she is indeed a nice person lar, and i admit that being your trainee is the perfect match i can make in MCT. =D

Ahh.. Things goes very fast.
Just a blink of an eye, my working life soon gonna turn into memories..

A slightly more meaningful week

2010-07-11T20:58:00.008+08:00

Here comes another update of my bloggie. It looks more like a weekly update of myself lately on my blog. Straight to updates. On the past tuesday, which is the 6 July, it is my supervisor birthday! =) So happy belated here. As I am a gud trainee (ahem), of course i bought her a little present as her ..th birthday gift lar. Haha, paiseh to mention her age here as im afraid some people mind to let ppl knw their own age. At first i tot of buying a cake also but there is no place to keep in the office. So I hope she likes the only little gift. I 4get to take a picture of the gift, so kenot post here adi =.= Hope she had a happy and nice ..th birthday this year =D

Up next!! Paul the octopus does did me a favour of predicting my favourite team, Spain, to win over Germany! And indeed, Spain's defender, Carlos Puyol heads the only goal to beat the Germans!! Woot. On that day before the match, me and other trainees were jokingly say the Spain will 200% beat Germany. Lol! Why is that??
1. Octopus paul said so
2. One of my colleague wears Germany shirt on that day.
Becoz everytime when she wear a team shirt, that team lost the following game. At the end, Spain really wins. So these 2 indicators are reli damn chun. And yet again, Paul successfully predict Germany will win the 3rd place. I hope it will remain its 100% record as it also says that Spain will win the world cup =)

Back to my internship now. Erm, not about working this time. Last Saturday, or yesterday, MCT organized a small visit trip to Pantai Keracut at Teluk Bahang. At first, HR only invites engineer until Friday, they suddenly ask us trainee to join too. But then initially none of them want to join bcz sum of them goin back hometown and the others want to follow Ah Lam go back his hometown, Ipoh to play. So its like, im the only trainee who is available to go for the trip. As im still considering bcz i afraid im the only outcast to join the trip, Ms Ong (from HR) terus write my name inside the list adi >.< week ="D

We were ask to gather at gurney at 730. Memang very early lor, bcz we stil want to have breakfast before gather wif them. But as you knw hor, malaysia timing is different abit. We tot delay abit nvm, since at work we trainee always early and dey are late. But then Ah Lam say maybe this them is different, coz this time is go play say dey wil become punctual. Bull eyes!! Kena adi, we baru finish breakfast at pulau tikus Ms Ong called me adi. So we terus rush dere onli lar since Gurney is near to Pulau Tikus, but we reach there dat time, OMG, whole bunch of ppl dere liao! All waiting for us. LOL!! Sipek paiseh.. =S

Voom Voom!! So lets talk abt the trip. But for simplicity, lets these photos speak for themselves

Dang! This is the main entrance

Me and Ah Lam. They play take photo against each other so Ah Lam takes the other 3

Finally its 5 of us

We are on da way up!!

Err, i duno when this photo was taken oso

This scene is taken when we reach the beach. Beautiful

A clear view of the beach

5 handsomes wif beautiful beach. LOL

Dino seems so excited.

Curi take photo of engineers. (Not me). Look at my supervisor clearing sand from her shoes. HAHAHA

Turtle crossing?? We oso cross la. So we are turtles also

Here you go cute little turtle =D

Thats all la, there are still lots of photos. Some of them i havent take from my fren, and i lazy to post so much here la. Maybe soon i upload them at facebook. So i wud say this trip is quite enjoyable, although im nt a fan of hiking. Luckily i still can tahan to climb up the hill. Its been years i never go up hill adi. But not bad lar, 2day still got energy to play futball at youth park. Two of my legs kena knocked 2day. 2ml sure dua kaki sure blueblack adi.

So 2ml, it's back to work again. 3 weeks left!! 2ml can go out late abit coz it's a replacement holiday of duno whose birthday lar. Shud be no traffice jam, but I still nid to work =( Hope this week will be a gud week oso, although last friday.. Hmm... My supervisor seems abit dif. Dun dare talk to her in the morning until she came and ask me sth. I knw sth actually happen lar, just doubt, although she looks ok to ppl later on. Hope she is fine then. Just like she always tel me, '2ml will be a better day' =) Haha..

Alright, im off!! Late liao late liao. Nid to slp so later can wake up to watch World Cup final

Just another update

2010-07-04T00:06:00.005+08:00

Its the end of week 7. Four more weeks to end my intern. Another 1 more week to see the freaking World Cup Football to end.

Just watched German vs Argentina. Yet again the German humiliate the big teams with 4 goals. As i know most people will favour Argentina to win, but guess what?? Octupus is simply brilliant then people. Octupus?? Ohh yeah, this German octupus named 'Paul', who predicts Germany wil win against the Aussie, Ghana and even England. He got it all correct!! Even the lost of Germany to Serbia. So see this..

Still dun believe him?? Still want place bet on Argentina??

Humas still tink dey are more brilliant. HAHA..

The octupus shows you the price of denying its instinct of prediction. LOL!!

But if Spain get through and he still predicts Germany leh..

IM GONNA TURN YOU INTO BBQ SOTONG!!!

So you know what to do lar.. HAHA

World cup aside, back to my life.. This will be the last month i will be working in Mini Circuit. After doing the forth program for my supervisor, i rarely have anything to do againthis week. So this week my biggest achivement is creating a 300 lines code of program for her to easily update the page number in the front page of every applifier report. Although it only does a very small task ,seriously, i nvr tot that i will do this program for her previously, becoz the idea she want is kinda difficult to do, she also ask me 4get abt it to do other stuff.

But thursday i saw her quite busy and i sit down dere so free, feel abit paiseh. Then i decided to sit on my desk, search through net and think some way to solve her problem. Suddenly TING TONG!! A flash go thru my mind and i figure out sumthing interesting to solve it =) With this, i successfully help my dear boss supervisor to save 3 minutes time to fill the front page of every report, and this program takes me a few hour =.= So Miss Cheng Wei! You owe me another meal!! You shud knw dat im a greedy person =) But then i have to thank her oso for treating me to watch movie on Wednesday ^^ Its been awhile i last when into cinema!! How many movies have I missed out? I cant count.. And dat day we went qb watch "A-Team", which i think the film has been released quite long ago. But this movie is abit funny and very fake. I was kinda blur in the cinema especially when there are alot of action goin around bcoz they book the 3rd row sit. It was too near so i was like @.@ when watching the action. Haha!

So it comes to another Sunday again, last sunday went to play futbal. Very long nvr go exercise, go play while come bac muscle all cramp up >.<.. im old perhaps

So thats all and gud nite!! (after i finish watching Spain vs Paraguay)

End of week 6

2010-06-26T20:52:00.004+08:00

There goes another week of my intern. 6 weeks done, 5 more weeks to go. Yet another week, i have been sitting in front of the computer in the office, squeezing out every single juice from my brain to produce a gud program for my supervisor so that she cud easily generate report from raw data test files. Although she oredi has one program to generate, but she still wants me to do a better one =.=

The old one has a few bug i assume, and without any doubt i knw she very likes me to do program for her, since i tink no other trainee are willing to do so at this moment. Without any choice, i have to do it lor. So for now, i no longer do any unit testing, nor even doing boards or fixtures. So temporary im more like working in a IT department more than a R&D trainee. Haha

To sum things up, i have been learning all VB myself these few weeks to design a program for my supervisor. So its more like im self learning rather den learning new stuff there. Sad sad =( She only want to dry up my brain juice. =( She duwan to teach me new sutff =( Coz she lazy to teach me new stuff =( She is so bad... =(
OPPPPssS!! Later she come to visit me blog again then im dead. HAHA.. Have to smile back abit =) Dun kill me in the office ya, i promise i will provide u a very mery and bery gud program by nex week =P

Since starting doin this intership, my daily routine has been
1) wake up early to work
2) come bac sleep early
3) waste de remaining weekends

I realize i nvr go out play or even enter de cinema for quite some time. I miss out alot of movies!! Cham lor my holiday, I shud ultilize my weekends more. 2day is saturday adi, and again im doing nth, very faz nia is monday again, then i have to start all this routine again. Ahh ahh, i tink i nid spend a lil juice from my brain to make this remaning 5 weeks more interesting, especially my 21st birthday is coming soon. What shud i do?? Give me some idea!! My dad had asked me abt dat before, dat time i was like.... hmm.. 21st bday ar?? hmm.. Duno ar?? I doesnt seems like very excited at all =.= Too lazy to tink. reli a pure 'snake'

This week got nth special to update on my blog. Other than school reopen 'causing' enjoying jam every morning. And this monday was the terrible horrible and vegetable experience i got.

1st day sch reopen = more jam = more pek chek
sumore raining heavily on dat day,
so = more jam + jam = more pek chek and pek chek.
rain too long adi, so sum area flood, which means,
more jam jam jam jam = very very more pek chek.
and then when i come out from hse. Petrol tank low adi, so become
SII Pekkk very PEK CHEKKK!!!!
lang sui sui ka chin jia wu loh.. unlucky come one and another.
stuck 1.5 hours, 1 hour is from queensbay dere to my factory.
During dat 1 hour, i suddenly got stomachache =.= So,
i = 'face green' inside the car for 1 hour..
Wat a hell experience i got...

SO YOU SAY PEK CHEK ONOT!!?? *faint*

u you rate lar

Random updates

2010-06-18T23:06:00.003+08:00

It's another friday, it's another weekends again. What shall do for another 2 days without work? Yet again i have no any plans ahead, which means i will end up wasting another weekends doing pointless stuff. LOL. Ohh wait wait, it's father's day this Sunday hor. Hmmm.. Perhaps I shud bring my dad to eat.

Back to my internship in mini-circuits. This week it seems everyone kinda busy, except for one person, and that person shud be me. HAHAHA. I have spend almost 80-90% time in front of the computer, doing programming.. errr.... nt so programming bcz i finish it quite some time adi. So bside do some slight edition on my program code, i spend most of the time reading sports news, checking nba finals live update and day dreaming in front of my computer. Abit boring, but humans are always liks this. When one has alot to do, we complain we are so busy, when one is very free, we complain we are too bored. So i doubt those people who are busy may envy the person dat is shaking leg in the office like me. LOL

So shall i go learn some new stuff to do to keep myself occupied? Last time when new trainee come, dey start doin stuff dat i have done b4, which i can slightly gv sum guides abit. But this week, dey seems doin new things which i nvr done b4. HoHo, dey are learning more stuff den me adi.. So im jobless now =( Perhaps i shud continue doin programs, since none of them in r&d department wants to do programs, and the reason bhind i guess is bcz most of them does no do programming much, especially for Visual Basic. So do I, I start this whole thing everything from scratch.

Think about it, a long time pure science student like me, who suddenly turn into computing stream, struggle at the start of degree study, end up doin quite well in the 1st sem, better in the 2nd sem, and wif this 1 year experience, now im helping ppl writing program wif another language i nvr learn b4. =.= at least i enjoy the whole process of it, especially when the outcome do ends up quite satisfying. Learning is always fun, if those are the stuff u like and it comes without pressure of learning. In another words, i shud appreciate this holiday, bcz this kinda learning process rarely happen to my studies, not in NTU of coz..

So next week shud i do?? Go bac to hardware?? or continue software? Hardware seems consume more time, but the process seems it's fix, wheareas programming use up alot of brain juice to tink. So any ideas????? Maybe i shud be more greedy.. Do both!! Haha. Leave everything to next week lar. Meantime i shall enjoy this weekends b4 i will enjoy more traffic jam nex week bcz school reopen

B4 i end this post, i wud like to

congrats Lakers for winning the NBA championship again.
congrats Kobe for winning another finals MVP again.
and oso little thank to my supervisor for tumpang-ing her car to lunch 2day
and oso Happy Father's Day in advance. =)

Updates, food and drinks

2010-06-13T22:50:00.002+08:00

Very long never went to Starbucks. So i go buy a large choc cream chip at Gurney Plaze's Starbucks 2day, since i have a $10 voucher. But this drink cost $16.50. Expensive lor.

Dun care to buy anything wif coffee, later kenot slp, 2ml work that time bcum stim stim

Before that, i went to the newly open Chicago Pork Ribs for my dinner.

Looks nice??? But it taste so so only. Haha

And i realize, i come back almoz for a month adi, this is my 1st time i drive to gurney. That's the different between holiday rotting life and a working life.

Sony Ericsson Aino

2010-06-06T22:38:00.002+08:00

Got my Sony Ericsson Aino today =) Although while looking those phones in the Sony Ericsson shop, i almoz change my mind for Vivaz. It is fully touch screen and according to the dealer, it is more stable compare to Aino and its applications is more flexible, wheareas for Aino it application is more or less fixed. Well then, i pull back of coz bcz it is almoz 300 bucks more expensive when aino oredi cost quite alot T.T Proved dat im a filial son. HAHA. Wait til nex time i start working and earn money only change to more keng phone lar.

Back to my lovely Aino. Its outlook is very nice, abit nicer than Vivaz in my opinional, coz Vivaz the back its abit bent. It seems like Aino is slighty laggy compare to my previous K800i, though i havent reli explore the fon yet, no time to do dat for 2day. But i doubt it will happen to a phone wif more software la. K800i is more simple and stable. Waste whole nite transfer my stuff from old fon to computer, coz my mum kua me adi, say wan use my K800i. LOL. 2ml nid spend time to teach her adi, and oso sort all those files b4 transfer them to my new phone. Alot of sampah lor, use bluetooth transfer to comp oso nid more den 1.5 hours =.= I din even use 500mb of my 2gb memory card oso, but den i guess too much small small files of picture and music adi.

Ahh!! Cannot play wif my new phone yet, nid to sleep early 2nite. 2ml is weekday again. Work work!!

Nitez....Zzzzzzzzzz

Updates: End of week 3

2010-06-05T00:19:00.002+08:00

Like i say ystd on my last post, i finish the 3rd week of my internship, which means the progress now is 3/11. 8 more weeks to go

Ystd was the 1st time i can totally shake leg in d office for de whole afternn, i have doubt 2day i will be v free, so i bring along my headset so i can listen to music if im boring, and it was reli lucky bcz my guess was correct, and guess wat?? Today i nt onli shake leg but oso shake butt for the WHOLE day. LOL!! My supervisor took mc bcz she fall sick. Kesian... Hope she recover fast. So 2day i almost spend de whole day, staring at nba livescore (2day is the 1st game of nba finals), staring at yahoo homepage, staring at the star online and oso check my email duno how many times. =.= No other things i can do bcz cudnt msn or even facebook. Lucky i have music wif me, else im goin to grow mushroom in the factory. HAHA. Perhaps these are the things i may do for the following few weeks, even new trainee are kinda free right now.

Is weekends again yet i hv no plans so far. Frens mostly not around. Maybe i shud go look a new handphone. My hp is real cacat now. Key '1', '3', '6' kenot use. Reli duno wat to do this weekends, bt it will ends very quick, and then monday have to repeat all the working process again. Hope wont be too bored nex week, and hope my supervisor come bac healthily so i can kacau her again. HAHAHA

Thats all for this post~~

The 1st free day for my intern

2010-06-03T22:05:00.004+08:00

Have been busy in the office working since the 1st day of my intern, so rare for 2day, i barely have nth to do in the whole afternoon. LOL.

For updates, this monday around 10 new trainee come Mini Circuit and almoz 8 of them come to my department. So, this week i tink i din touch the station for component testing at all, coz those new trainee nid to learn abt them. Gud then, coz they help me 'teng ju' part of my work, abo laz time mostly i spend time on the station. But now leh, bcz the station is so limited (onli 2-3 station), and sumore 8 new ppl nid to use it to learn stuff, when only is my turn to use it?? So all the component oso let them test finish la. And yet they so many ppl, each packet gv to each ppl to test per day oso got extra man err, test until dey nth to do oso. Hahahah.

So this week, i basically spend all my time focus on my programming. And finally, I have done it this morning. Yay!! My supervisor ask me to slow down, but too bad i xin xue lai hao, too got form adi, keep write write write, now my supervisor say nth to gv me to do adi, ask me go shake leg. LOL!! But she gave me alot of headache bcz of the condition she required, especially the 'IP3' part (Ignore the 'IP3' thing bcz it is jz a term for an amplifier testing, and seriously i oso dun reli sure wat it is all abt >.<) So I only done the data extraction, calculating and plotting those data wif the program i wrote bcz i nvr learn how to test IP3 for amplifier yet. It takes me to tink alot of complicated way to write the program for this particular part bcz it involves so many raw data files, now all brain juice oso use finish adi T.T But then i dun feel the stress of doin this task and in fact im enjoying it. Haha. Perhaps this is not the 'official' internship for me, so i do feel dat i do things very easy going. Yet i very satisfy wif the achievement i got now, especially vb programming is totally stranger to me before i come to Mini Circuit, and now i have done a program which is abt 3-4 times larger compare to 1 lab assingment i done in NTU, which mean i use 2 weeks to do the same amount of program i do in NTU for 2 months?? Wow! Of coz in uni i cant spend all my time working on 1 java programming subj la, but the fact it, when i do java programming assignment in NTU sumtimes v geram, but now im enjoying writting nonsense program code. Haha. Not reli nonsense at all since i actually crack my head alot to wrote off alot of run time error dat might happen. I'll consider it as 88% perfect (nice number). Worth to do it since my supervisor promise to treat me coffee bean after i done the program for her. WAhahah. Hope she din fly me airplane one =)

2ml is friday again which means i complete the 3rd week of my internship. Time goes by very quick, but it least i din waste all these time rotting at home. Bcz of this internship, im force to sleep so early every nite and wake up early every morning. So healthy lifestyle huh? For 2ml, i dun tink i have much things to do oso, later my supervisor lagi ask me go shake leg at my desk again. Hahaha. Time to slp

Gud nitez~~

27th May 2010

2010-05-27T22:50:00.003+08:00

Today, quite alot happening to mention abt.

First of all, american idol results. Congrats to Lee DeWyze for winning the season 9 idol. Of course in term of performance i wud prefer Crystal den Lee, but then this season, i cud say i do not have any favourite since it's quite a disappointing season, perhaps its bcz it falls after last year facinating performance by last year contestants. Even the results show din mention the number of votes cast, i doubt it has drops liao. Forget abt the contestants, today wud be de last day for Simon Cowell on american idol. Watching the show, it seems more like a farewell for him rather den idol results show. Haha. Well, i cudnt imagine the show without him, bcz dere r no other judges will have such a commenting power like him. Lets see how it turns next season la

Other than american idol results, 2day it seems like NTU hall allocation results is release. Look at facebook status update, ppl say dat the cut off points is 17. WTF?? 17?? Like dat 1st year student mostly ma fail to get a hostel to stay nex year? I havnt recieve any emails yet so far, n i check the website, it has ammend the results release date to nex Monday. Hope the news is nt true la, although i got 18 points thru some system error by NTU system. HAHAH!! By right i shud get onli 16, but hopes the 'error' cud helps me getting a hall straight away... else........... i sleep at road side next year in Singapore.. T.T

Coming up next, it's the one and only, the paling important eh, NTU exam result!! WOOT!! Seriously, i dun why im nt excited, worry or watsoever. I dun have any feelings abt de results at all. Reli weird lor, i dun hv the 'getting result mood' i mind oso. I din wait until midnite last nite for the results. I slept early, nex morning wake up, go work. Busy Busy & busy working, and den i was like "ohh!! 2day got results hor. " So just go internet a check, and.......... Omg!!

Consequence of playing more games in semester 2. HAHAHA!! Not wana show off lar. Mayb i started more adapt to the uni? Or maybe bcz the time planning was betta since i stretch my exam period? But i dun care!! 4.88 dis semester is reli gud liao lo. Only maths get 4.5, abo i ma get prefect 5.0 score liao?? ^.^ Yet again maths is de worst subj. Argggghhh!! Why lidat eh? My course eh student maths so gd meh?? Spoil market only. But very happy adi la, surprising but nt reli surprising bcz i tink i did well for all subj except for programming. But then programming oso got A =.= Shud be those 3 lab tests and assignments pulls my grade up. Ohh ya, cyber security is de worst i did, cincai do and leave exam hall early dat time. Luckily opted S/U grade for it lor. Got a 'S' grade dere in the slip looks abit funi. Haha. Althou it means 'satisfactory' bt it looks so outcast, like macam fail a subject. LOL. I tink this wil be de bez sem i hv for my entire 4 yrs degree programme lo. Anyway i hope i can maintain it la. =)

Back to the updates on my intern, or shall say it as part time work la, since im nt reli doin intern. 1 of my seniors who taught me this 2 week (in fact only 1 has taught me) has left 2day lor. After doin 6 months, he macam kenot tahan lidat, take leave for 2ml and cabut liao. HAHAHA. I knw 2ml is Wesak day but this company no holiday. Kesian lor. So he declare Wesak holiday himself. LOL. Anyhow just thanks him for teaching me this 2 weeks. But 2day he very boh sim teach, keep busy doin card gift and origami for our supervisor. -.- So my job is nt done 2day, 2ml i shall kacau her to help me d =)

So 2ml left me and Cheng Wei nia lo. Next week like got new trainee come adi. Bt then if she ask me teach them ar, cham lor!! Im stil new leh, later teach all wrong, mampui lor. Sia sui only. And who knows, maybe they are more pro den me? Since all those doin intern shud be 2nd or 3rd year adi. Im only 1st year!! Yay! I tink shud be de youngest person in this department adi. Seeing them leave 1 by 1, i tink next person shud be me adi. LOL!! Although currently im the newest trainee. Hope i will have fun this coming 2 months!!

Internship in Mini-Circuit

2010-05-21T23:57:00.002+08:00

*Blink*
Just a blink of an eye, i have done the 1st week of my internship =)

Although it is just the 1st week, bt basically, i dun reli have a spare time to shake leg in the office. Not to say im very busy, just dat my time is fully used up, since i do things slow and steady dere. Gud thing, at least i nvr felt bored.

Learn a few hardware component testing stuff, though my main intention is to learn some software development from intern. Too bad intel nvr reply me =( I doubt adi coz i onli finish my 1st year, and im nt working for long term.. But guess wat?? Now is like im self learning VB to edit the program used in the office. Having alot of troubles lor!! Since im new to computing. Its lik i nvr knew anything abt computing stuff before, n when i start my degreee, suddenly go into this stream, sumore the main programming language i knw is onli java, or maybe slightly abit of C language if close one eye.

So when writting in VB, alot of syntax or code i din even know lor. So even i have de logic to write bt i duno wats de code for VB =.= Tot of find ways to use java to rewrite whole thing, bt i tink is real difficult to do the whole program again, n sumore dey wan to use excel, so i tink VB is betta way since it is integrated in excel. Boh huat lor, come back from work stil nid spend sum time study sum VB from internet. So it like work and study for this holiday
But at last, i done the program all at 1 shot this afternn in d office. HAHA.. I look at de code, i oso feel funi man. Do 1 small thing nid so many lines of codes. Wat to do, duno syntax is lidat, use normal basic code and sum cheating way to construct. LOL!! Shall do sum final touches on the program these few days.

So far my job is quite fun lar, maybe bcoz it's just the 1st week. Hope my supervisor dun bomb me with workloads. =) But she is quite a nice person lar, so at least i do my job oso happy abit.

The only thing is im nt happy is....... Everyday morning nid wake up so early, go to work dat time always stim stim in the morning, sumore nid spend my energy stuck in the jam 1 hour to work. After work comeback oso nid stuck another hour. So its like de pay i gain for this intern is to pay my petrol only since the pay is quite little. Kesian sungguh... But as long as i learn useful things and i feel comfortable working dere, i tink is worth to spend my 1st year holiday for it lar. Hope it reli does
^^

Holiday unofficially ends

2010-05-16T19:03:00.003+08:00

Holiday just start 1 week. But 2ml im goin for internship. 1st year go intern. The factory sumore far from my hse and the pay just enuf to fill my petrol..

Bye bye holiday T.T

End of year 1

2010-05-06T23:36:00.010+08:00

After a 8 days of wait, finally, this morning i've done my last exam paper!! Not dat hard though. But i duwan to talk abt exams anymore bcz is HOLIDAY!! YAY! Perhaps not so holiday since i may spend the time working as an internship trainee.

Think abt it, this 1st year ends kinda faz. Im no longer a freshie anymore. I've been thinking past few nites b4 i slp. This journey is kinda weird.... Real weird. I reli never tot I will be here b4. Never tot of studying in Spore, never tot of entering a good ranking uni as im nt dat ambitious enuf. In fact i nvr aware of the existence of the university in Singapore, until there's a representative of NUS came to my college, which make moz of my fren so enthu to further their studies in Spore, and during dat time, i was just joining the fun of applying both NTU and NUS admission, and 'ting!!' now here I am! But the fun doesnt seems so fun la as im the only one who come to NTU and the rest went to NUS. Serve me right for not making a gud effort while applyin. That time i was like, hmm.. Am I reli goin for it? Are the life in these uni reli so difficult like moz ppl complain? Is a lazy bum people like me may end up struggling just bcz I want to join my frens in the same uni? Alah... cincai write my result and submit la, additional record lazy to write also. If dey wan gv me offer den gv me lo, duwan den dun gv, let the faith decides, and the faith finally dump me to here. Hahaha. Alright maybe those are just excuses, I shud just admit dat im not gud enuf to enter NUS, not as gud as my bunch of fren, which some of them even got scholarship. Well they are gud, im not.. Simple as that.

I was wondering, if im didnt do my A-level in INTI Subang, I dun tink I may end up here right now. Back then I was having troubles while making decision to go there to study, particularly my parents, fully disagree since Penang has a few college that has A-level course. Although INTI cost lesser than college like KDU Penang, in fact is almost half the price bcz KDU since i missed the merit scholarship application for KDU, bt of cz, i have to admit dat my parents was right dat living cost and expenses in KL for 1.5 years end up will cover up those amount. Just when I tot giving up the decision, it ends up my parents giving up on me and just let me go to KL. Haha. I tink dat has started the twist of. That time dere r a few lectures asked me why I come all the way dere to study, and those come all de way dere will choose the college nex door, "Taylors", which i never wud go since it cost 2x to INTI for a same programme. So I just answered them, 'erm, INTI Penang do not offer A-level so I come here'. LOL. That's not the case for sure. I just want to try independently living alone while gv myself a lil more space for my college study life. If I were in Penang, I guess my life will be.. Go class, go home, go class and go home again. My college wudnt be a college life anymore. Things happen like this, if u r always visible at home, once u r nt, family member started feel weird, parents started 2 worry. Not to blame them, which parents dont? But sometimes I wud like to find more space for myself but end up pulling back bcz I afraid I may worry them. Dey worry us, we worry that they worry, I tink moz of us experience it.

I wudnt considered the decision to INTI is a bad choice, although I may have put heavier load on my parents to support the fund on me in KL. But certainly there r no regrets, at least I do well in my studies.
I may question myself,
perhaps I may nt do dat well in Penang?
Of cz dere r stil doubt dat i may produce de same outcome or even better outcome. But who knows?? Coz there r only 1 decision can take place, but since i had achieve the max dat i cud in INTI, i shall considere dere r no more improvement. HAHA! Well if things doesnt turns out badly, we shud jz happy abt it. =)

Of coz dere r something dat im certainly very happy abt,
is de frens i made over dere!!
It's just a small lil group but dey nice people. Hmm, maybe I shall post abit of memories here.

My 1st birthday celebration in college. This photo abit senget.. Most of us are in formal bcz dat day is scholarship giving ceremony.

I shall say this is my 1st bday surprise I had. I never knew dat they will rmbr when my bday falls when I never told them b4, and dat time we only know each other for only 2 months. (That time no facebook yet). You guys are great, sumore act duno duno.. HAHA.. Really thanks alot.

This one is 2nd bday on the next year. Not so surprise anymore la coz same things wont surprise twice. =) But still, reli nice of u all.

Aiks.. Only bday photos?? NTU hostel line reli sux la.. Upload things so damn slow. Lazy put some other photos adi. Maybe nex time

Hmm. I started miss those moment. Especially those time when Shari, Jason and I giving headaches to Miss Jennifer in A-level office during A2. Hahaha!! U both are my nice classmate.. And nt to forget Chong Loong, my housemate. Having fun playing CS 2gether and hunting for 'certified' food during exam period. HAHAHA.. Those moments and happenings......

Memories..
I tink I shud visit all of ya this holiday when you all come back from uni. Miss you guys!!!

long post again~~

mild sick

2010-04-26T23:30:00.002+08:00

*cough cough cough*
nia****
2day b4 2nd paper onli kena sorethroat, duno is u pass to me.
shit~~~

The starting of 'post'-semester

2010-04-21T23:22:00.004+08:00

2ml will be my 1st day of exam for 2nd sem..

Dunno why, though my preparations for this sem are kinda sux..
Yet i feel like nth,
nt panic at all.
In fact kinda excited..
I sot jor maybe??
Ntu no doubt reli turn me upside down.

Well....

Since...........
No best pal here,
No so called 'close' frens here,
Nor even a partner...

Other than my parents..
I think i will be the only one dat can sincerly wish myself gud luck bah.

Hope 2ml i own the maths paper to cover up the lost during the mid term test.

Gud Luck to myself~~~~~~

The starting week of exam

2010-04-19T00:49:00.003+08:00

This week shall be the 1st week of 2nd sem final exam. Weird right?? It seems like it was jz ystd dat im thinking whether i shud change my mind to come NTU, bt nw im goin to finish my 1st year..

About this semester, i tink i stacked up alot of work load from the start. Yet i finally touched up all my subject except for the 2 electives, which 1 of them i SU-ed and another one i plan to use the 8 free days b4 the paper, which is oso de final paper, to cover all the topics. But im still tink i din reli fully prepare myself, left 3 days to the 1st paper, which i tink the remaining time, and how the way i will spend those time cudnt change anything much, as nw you can oso see nw, i stil can spend time writting post on my blog. What can do?? It seems everytime i stare the notes this semester doesnt reli get into my mind. Nt to say, i even given up on textbook since last sem i bought some for some subject n barely touch them, sumore i skip countless of lectures dis sem cz i cudnt catch up.. Oh no, nt only lectures, even tutorials!! NuTZZ..

I wudnt say dat i will fail my subject.
Probably i will not doin so well, or not as well as last sem.
Probably i shudnt put so high hopes on myself, since this is NTU where i might nt belong to here to compare myself to other students here.
Probably i shud jz continue aiming for 2nd upper like wat i just did for last sem.
Probably i shud treat the cgpa i gained last sem as a cushion, rather den thinking of pushing out of my capability of goin a class higher.
Probably i shud jz treat myself betta, giv myself a lil more enjoyable study life dat i wish to have, althou i knw im trapped in this competitive uni.

And probably,

Luck has been on my side, since all the CA, labtest and assessment dat will contribute to final grade has been goin quite well (except for maths).
C programming oredi have scored prefectly for final grade,.
2/3 programming lab test oredi scored A+. Althou the last test result still unknown but I tink i have done well oso for it.
49/50 for logic design assessment.
A+ for engineering logistics, althou it will jz contribute 20% of final exam.
Cyber security......... glad dat i SU-ed it..
So??

Probably i shudnt complain so much..

Oh ya... Maths??? Screw up again, like laz sem. (wtf) Why has to be always u?? All the while this subj has to be the only hope now it has become the only prob..

Probably, NTU reli has turn me upside down.

Probably.... i shud stop writting here..

Let me be the only one to shout 'jiayou' for myself.

Saja post

2010-04-16T01:22:00.002+08:00

Missed alot of american idol's episode.. No time to watch, and also it seems nt reli interesting anymore..

Just saw some news abt it, judges saved mike last weak..

This week 2 ppl went home, finally got guys go home adi. LOL

and...

i only realize this week mentor is last year runner up, ADAM LAMBERT!! Woo.. he is the 1st past contestant bcum Idol's mentor, mentoring contestant for Elvis's week. Nice choice oso, since Adam looks abit lik Elvis type.. Haha. Compare him to this year top 12, no fite at all lor.. But anyhow this is Idol, winner doesnt always belongs to favourite, macam last year. =.=

Thats all la, nth to mention here.. After exam onli go home dl and watch.

Last lab for this sem

2010-04-14T14:16:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was the last lab for this sem. Since the logic design lab has oredi finish last week, ystd was de last programming lab i shall have for this sem, and coz, it is another lab test lor.

This lab test shud be the hardest liao since it will test us either tree or graph, in another words we duno which chapter will be tested. Sumore, this 2 chapter are 2 of the hardest. Haha.. But then dat day when i submit lab 6 report, i heard the lab assistance tel a student mostly it will test on tree. I doubt so lar, cz the graph class we do in lab 8 like nth reli to test. So i only focus on chiu zhang lor.. HAHA.

Chiu Zhang(tree) is the most problematic method i have learn for now. So the nite b4 the test i read back my code i did in lab7, and i gone very blur when i start analyse my own codes i wrote it abt 3 weeks ago. =.= Bcoz of this complicated chiu zhang, my mind on that nite oso gone siao ki. But then i prepare a few method ready 1st lar, hopefully the question dat ask us to do will be similar to wat i do, or quite similar so i can just reuse the code and edit it.

End up???

2 of the question hit the methods i have preapared..

HAHAHAH!!!
Jackpot

If the 2 marker who mark my previous 2 lab tests and give me A+ even i did small mistake in the code (i doubt some of them dey din realize oso). For this lab, i shall go kill the marker if he din gives me gud grades!!!!! haha.. kiddin kiddin..

Dont so happy 1st lar.. But then i tink among the 3 lab tests, dis one is more perfectly done, althou it shud be the hardest?? LOL!! Lucky ass =)

Hopefull this 50% shall gives me sum cushion on my final grades

Soooooooooo lost

2010-04-11T02:49:00.003+08:00

Are all these stupid @#$%^%$#* reli worth for me to struggle so much??

Im not the type of person that are very determinant

So damn hate it..

Doing all these all alone..

Perhaps i shudnt follow the flow to come here since beginning

because im nt meant to be here at the first place

lab test

2010-04-06T01:46:00.002+08:00

2day go pass up lab 8 report, den saw lab 6 report from some of the group is oredi out, which means, lab 6 test result is out!! hohoho..

I go and see the list, saw a tick on my group in the list, that means my group report oredi mark finish liao. Why our group always so faz one?? i tink mayb this group is small, which lab supervisor get this group sure very happy. But this is the dif lab supervisor compare to the one who mark our lab 3, but i like the previous one cz he gave me A+!! haha. No doubt abt dat cz dat one i did quite prefectly except some minor errors for the final part. For this 2nd lab test, which is lab6, i oredi knew i did wrong for the last method since i 4got to put in certain condition. So my program onli work for a certain extend.

However!!! LOL!! im reli shock to see the grade again.. HAHAHA!! i guess he din reli test the program detailly, coz de program i wrote can produce result only if the user din put in some special inputs. So, i guess he just use 1 normal input to test?? But who cares?? Nt who cares, is i dun care.. As long i get the grade. MuAHAHAHAH.

Final lab test to come next week. That chapter is super tough. Hope i can do well.

AI update

2010-04-02T03:11:00.002+08:00

Bye bye Didi Benami!!

I din reli hope that u were kicked out dis week, but ur performance reli no good.

I said it is gonna be the lady's year for this year American Idol, but 1st 3 weeks, 3 girls eliminated. Haha

Err... (lazy think of title)

2010-04-01T02:43:00.003+08:00

Exam exam exam coming liao!!! Just now went to NTUBS exam supper, come bac abt 30mins to midnite. Quickly go bath as i plan to chase up my maths tutorial which im oredi lagging abt 3-4 weeks time. Haha.. So as im doing my tutorial, i realize is....... wednesday adi!!

TADA!! hand itchy go youtube find dis week american idol top 10 performance.

And again, the performance was all so dull man (talk as if like i can sing v keng). For this week, althou got some tiny lil improvement compare to laz week, but the competition seems v disapointing compare to previous few year. If i were in penang, perhaps i may nt continue to watch it. But because im revising my studies, i always find some 'excuses' so dat i can go do other thing rather den study.. HAHA..

Walao... betta dun play play adi.

This sem im reli a slacking shit and the subj sumore soooooooooo kang korr wan. Adui... Why our CE 1st year subj nid to be dif compare to other engineering course? N sumorenext year de core subj looks so damn imba. Jialat lor..

Maths - die since the start of the sem. Now studying wat fourier transfor, laplace transform, Z-transform.. I gona bcum transformer if i reli can master them.

Logic Design - This course difficulty = e^999. Starting ok one. Now becoming to soooooooooo imba oso.

OOP programming - 1st few part is revise laz sem important topic, bt nw de topic oso sipek jialat. This subj i reli bang on my assignment. Coz this exam is very very hard even tough is open book exam (i doubt no time to check the book oso, n i oso din buy the text book =.=). So far i did well for the 1st part of the assignment, 2nd one past adi bt i duno how is the result. The final one left the last lab test, i doubt i can do it coz i quite blur in those topics. In java programming, we stil nid implement tree and graph. Why de hell got 'pokok' in programming one?? Haha. I knw is useful bt dont we learn it too faz?? adui..

2 electives - currentlt dun care.

This few days always slp at 4sth. Duno how much i hv damage my health for dat. No choice, nite time study seems more effective (althou sumtimes from books to computer).

Cannot keep complain adi.

PLEASE GV ME POWER!! I NEED PAWWWWWWWWARRRRRRRR!!!

ROOOOOOOOOOARRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH =) siao lang

SU !! 1st blood

2010-03-31T00:51:00.004+08:00

SU period abt to end.. Temporary i opt to SU cyber security.. This was not my orignal plan, i tot was gona use on another elective, engineering logistic, which is the year 4 MAE core subj. But then for dis cyber security, i hv nvr touch anything on it since day 1 of this semester, and is 50% assignment based. Sumore for this group assignment, de result is unknown. Abit dangerous lor, altou alot ppl say de exam was nt hard, i tink our de final result reli rely on our assignment. So far i tink our assignment is very normal, nth special as i also din reli spend much time on it. So...... hmmmm...

Another thing the exam falls on the same day with 1 of my core!! wohoo!! Since last sem i screw up my maths bcz of econs in dis same situation, and now the logic design subj is sooo much tougher. See lecture video and see notes oso like &^$#_)#^$. Nid to spend alot of time on it. So......... hmmmmmmmm....

And 2day, at least, there are sumting dat i can smile about. Ho ho!! our engineering logistic mid-term result finally post up. The result quite shocking lor!! especially i skip 70% of the lectures, (25% of the 30% sleep in lecture). But A+ grade for 20% of the final result, i knw is v lil, and i dun tink i get 100/100 for it since de laz ques i do wrong (which oredi abt 15 marks??) but see A+ adi takkan stil mau SU?? For this subj i temporary also in 'off mode', but at least the exam is the last paper and is 9days after de 2nd last paper =.= So reli 'got' time to study. HAHA.

so......

nonid to hmmmm adi la.
1st blood on my SU option!!

left 3 to use

Pointless post

2010-03-30T02:26:00.001+08:00

everything nite b4 i sleep

i tel myself..

i am going to motivate myself..

but on the next day,

where does the motivation lost to??

darn~~~

american idol

2010-03-25T01:34:00.006+08:00

This is a random post.. after watching a few performance from americal idol on youtube. N yeah, i nid to quickly watch them b4 it is remove by youtube due to copyright reason..

This week is the top 11 performance, with a mentor of............. Miley Cyrus??? LOL... A weird choice though, nt dat i hate miley, in fact i kinda like her, but asking her as the contestant mentor, memang tak boleh lar.. Bad choice bad choice..

Talking abt bad choice, the performer also has alot of bad choice of song.. All the performance seems to be so boring and in fact quite sucks lor.. =.= Just an opinion, this year idol reli tak boleh unless dey gona improve by miles, which i dun tink dey can change much.. Perhaps last year competition was sooooooo interesting which make this year so boring.. Ah!! abit wasting time watching it, and so far i dun tink any of them are my best favourites.

Oh ya, i realize dat this year got a female version of Adam Lambert, like to scream in every song... but then the screaming is like kinda forcing, is like every song in put in the screaming or.......... i duno how to say. Adam lambert does it more naturally. He oso seems to be more creative and 'zai'. This year mia contestant, all cui cui one..

wanna upload a last year performance video here bt the hostel line uploading speed soooooooooooooooooo. =.=

suan leh bah

Ok.. Stop here..

Back to work

1 more month

2010-03-22T19:35:00.002+08:00

today is 22nd March.. 22nd April is my exam 1st paper. Exactly 1 more month left.

Going to doink adi lor...... >.<

but then..

there is 1 thing im glad abt ...

that is i dropped accounting.

abo i reli bcum fresh meat....

Time crisis

2010-03-20T00:41:00.002+08:00

My exam is 1 month from now.. What am i going to do??????? cui liao lar.
Just saw my maths CA answer on edventure, f***king do 3 silly mistake, serious one is '1 not equal to 1^2'. Im reli NUTZ!!!

haiz....

leave me alone man

Sem 2 recess part 2

2010-03-05T01:29:00.004+08:00

Hello!! Im back. Just like i promise in the previous blog, i now shall continue writting my bloggie.

Damn!! Is freaking hot here in sg, i cud even sweat in my room at nite like exercising. I cudnt afford to keep paying cash card for aircond alone bcz if i do so.... i will pok kai. And my roomie, seems like afraid of cold one =.=

Ok stop crap adi. For recess week day 2. I m force to wake up 6am in the morning for charity run event. I cud feel my whole body muscles are freaking tight on dat morning due to previous day MSD. But running as one of the main comm, i shud be responsible for the event. But luckily everything runs smoothly on that day. Nothing much to say for that. Of course the number runners are v little, almoz 10 times smaller than we initially targeted. LOL. But it ends well luckily. Gud job to every main comm anyway for making this event successful.

A photo as memories

On monday, that was the only day i cud reli rest myself. Because the recess week are reli filled up with club events. Not to say, i have to get myself rested properly so i cud wake up 530am in the morning on the next day.. Yes!! It's another event!! and it's eleganza!!! Woo.. Is a yearly concert perform by piano ensemble CAC club. Of course im not one of the perfomer bcz im so sucks on the piano, even if i given a chance i oso dun dare to go into public to perform. I wud ruin the name of the club if i do so. LOL.

So im just a little crew working on the backstage. It's so teruk dat i nid to reach there earlier than the performer to prepare the stuff for the concert. And i guess it's too early until the person in charge hasnt reach when we are in Esplanade. =.="" So we rot there about 30-40 mins to wait for it.

Working as a crew seems to be easy bt actually it's nt dat easy (wat crap is this) LOL!! Because this is and public event, im sort of in charge the flow of the program to make sure everything goes well. Lucky it did! Althou it is a short event and not the big kinda concert, i can see backstage actually require alot of work. The preparation, the rehearsal and the flow... Now i anderstand why those big concert sell tickets at high price. But anyway gud job to all the members and performance to make the concert looks so fine, and oso gv me a nice 1st experience as a crew for that concert too. =)

Perfomer's backstage table.. Looks so messy

My pass for backstage =)

I tink i reach back room that nite almoz 1130pm adi. Just lik dat another is used up.. Time goes by very faz. I tell me myself that i nid to catch up my studies during this recess week, but the 4 days i din even touch my book and notes at all!! GG!! Mission failed! Wednesday morning i wake up v late as im kinda drain out adi. And den i was call up for meeting for the cyber security group assignment. Work load started cumin again.

The meeting doesnt last long anyway as we onli split the job scope of the assignment within group members. Den i saw all of them started to c programming online test 2gether. HO ho!! Deadline is on 19 march and i din started to revise yet. Too bad i din bring laptop along to the meeting so i cant do the test 2gether wif them. Bt when i went back my room, my hand gets itchy and i go online to start to the test. LOL. The ques is so tough (maybe bcz i din study at all). So its like every ques i use compiler to test the program and get the answer. For those theorical part, i only search the notes or search online on the spot. Since we can attempt Test A as much as we like to get all correct b4 the deadline, so i shall just simply do it. Jokingly, i got all correct on the 1st attempt. Lucky ass...

So i was like "hmmm.. why not also finish Test B so i can throw the c programming aside and nonid worry abt it anymore". Hand itchy again, click!! Start Test B. For this test, only 1 attempt is allowed. So this test is deciding bcz since Test A everyone shud get all correct. This test reli is difficult compare to the first one. I duno spend how long on the test bcz i dun dare to submit and answer. HAHA!! Keep spend time check the ques again and again cz i cudnt reli sure my answer was correct. Shud do wif my fren at the first place. I tot of saving the test so i cud do it later on wif frens to confirm my answer. But once again, my hand too itchy and i cudnt resist to click submit. Hahaha. Thats the prob wif me, once i started to do sth i wan to end it quickly. No patience. It was so cool dat yet again i got 10 out of 10 ques correct. WAHAHAH!! Credits to compiler, google and notes. Now i shall put c programming aside. Hope i cud get A/A+ for this small 2AU subject. =)

Today thursday adi. I try to start concentrate on my notes and i failed. ARRgghhh!!! When i only can start things seriously? Now is midnite, means is friday. 2ml i have my high sch alumni event. Then sunday. Then monday class resume adi. Recess week reli end v faz. I stil have 2 labs to prepare and i cudnt start to do it since i hvnt understand the lecture yet. =.= and nex thurs is maths CA. Gai lo!! So many things to do man!! How come i can stil like so lengan lengan play play lidat? Wake up lo *slap my myself* Kenot keep write blog oso adi la!! Nid go study now Jackson..

eh no.. it's time to slp adi. Hahah

gud nite~~

Sem 2 recess

2010-03-04T12:24:00.002+08:00

This week is my mid term break for this sem. It is just a one short week so let me briefly recap what hv i done..

Starting from 1st day(saturday). That day was MSD(Malaysia Sport Day), where students from NTU and NUS having friendly sport events in our uni. I was quite last minute called up by a fren of mine to participate the basketball competition. It was abt 3months ago when i last touch the ball! So i cud imagine how cacat m i for the competition without any training. But who cares, just play. Since my fren said his team is lacking of ppl, i shall treat it as an exercise. Haha, But i nvr tot that his team is reli 'lacking' of ppl. I thought he has abt 7-8 players already so i can jz fill up the remaining slot. But on that day, when i go and meet them, it was onli 6 ppl, including myself. Woah?? 5 players and 1 sub.. Siao liao. People like me without stamina has to stand for the whole game =.=.

Well the game was nt reli intense compared to hall games. Opponent was nt v strong, bt it seems we are worse either. LOL! Cant blame it bcz that was our 1st game since we nvr played even once b4, I can reli see we are playing without any chemistry and everything was messy. Myself seems to be off fire too. We end wif onli 9 points i tink (sia sui) and i onli manage to get 2. =.=

We walk over one NUS team since dey din come so de next deciding match is 3 hours later. So we use part of the time to train ourselves abit as to improve our chemistry. After dat we took our lunch and all of us seems sleepy for the next game. The next game shall decide whether we cud go ino the semis. Althou i wud like to win bt the team we gona face if we reli sucessfully enter the semis is super keng. As my team seems to lack of experience, we wud reli get trashed until no face for sure. Haha. But well, just gv a try. The game start quite nicely as i get my team to the lead at the beginning. It seems more like a basketball game compare to the 1st once we played. Haha. We got ourselves 9-0 up. But then thing start to turnover when opponent started to get things serious. As i cud say, better experience and chemistry works for them, they get themselves back to the game at half time. For the 2nd half, things get even worse as they started get fire up and stretch thier lead from us. We also started messy again =.=. Well, its kinda expected. We nvr get rebound, we turnover balls, we miss all gud chance to score and lastly, we does nt hv enuf subs!!! All of us seems very tired especially the sun is so hot out dere in the afternn. Ouch.. The score ended at 24-15 if nt mistaken. Not too bad la, but at least this game i score 9 out of the 15 ok?? HAHAHA. Self condolence. But after dat i actually glad we din go into nex round bcz im oredi out of gas. How m i suppose to continues the semis wif a bunch of pro?? LOL.

After the game i proceed to captain ball. I actually register myself for the game as new hall player. They called me, but too bad time clash wif basketball game. Sorry for neglecting, but luckily new hall area get into finals. Haha.. So i watch them play against NUS team. Our team quite gd, leading all de way. It's seems kinda fun so i go in and play for the 2nd half as defender, and we wins!! Yay!! got medal!! haha. But I din go take la cz i went back earlier b4 the prize giving session, and i tink the medals is nt enuf for the players oso. LOL

The sport event actually spend all my time for the day. Im oso sipek sipek tired. Can see how my stamina continue to decrease for exercising. The skin of my face has turn into red Fuji apple for being bbq-ed bt the sun. Arrggghhh!!! Now is peeling off adi. And sumore my whole body got muscle ache! Worst thing is dat i nid to wake up 6am on the following day for another event. For that event i tink i shall continue on the next post. This post seems to be too long. Haha

Stop here first
sign off~~

CA??? Midterm?? Test??

2010-02-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

let me explain the title.. 'CA' is a test, where held in midterm of every sem, hatred by every student. Agree?? i guess everyone studying here does support me in this case.

Dis sem i got only 2 CA. Once again is lesser compare to other courses, and since my all my core subj are lab based assesment, my CA are mostly come from elective. But, got some improvement, compare to last sem where i onli had one.

There is goes!! Done the 1st CA 2day. Did it nt well, bt i cudnt say i did badly.. Why?? Bcoz basically dun hv any idea what this course is teaching since the 1st week. So how cud i expect i did well? Everytime go lecture is like day dreamin.

The lecturer doesnt uses the mic in the lecture
Im sitting at the back.
Not to say i dun bother to get myself to the front
I did!!
But outcome stil the same

So guess wat?? instead of wasting time going those lectures, i rather stay at room and do other stuff. Have been skipping it for more than 2 weeks until i check out on e-edventure dat midterm test is goin to held 2day abt 2 weeks ago. Holiao!! So start squeezing all de material from the notesin to by head, bt things dun turns out dat gd (expected). Try to find the book in the library 2-3 days ago and failed, guess everyone is grabbing the reserve book while CA is cumin. Habis lor!!

I have been spending quite some time and even skipping other lectures(since those go adi oso hear nothing) to study dis subj, again and again!! Basically i get myself understand 50% after staring at those formulas b4 i go to dis CA. And guess wat?? Is an open book test. Shud i happy?? or not? Happy in the sense dat i cud simply grab anything from the notes and paste (to tell myself dat at least i did de test) or..... not happy bcz it makes other ppl easy. Outcome?? Duno... Dun care oso, since 2day every ques i did ans.. Pro leh?? lets see how "pro" is my ans lar...

Talk abt pro, i tink im way to gud to take dis elective, which is mechanical engine year 4 core subj.. LOL!!! *clap clap*. Put a full stop on the subj, at least i hv final resort, which is to SU dis subj. BUT!!! Now is my core!! Also gone case lor. This wan nt call go in from left ear come out from right ear. It has nvr go into both of my ears oso. WalAo eH!!! This sem wat m i doin?? Wan study oso kenot concentrate at all. Celaka! After recess week maths got CA. WOHOO!!! That subj is i moz "pro" liao eh. Better catct it out..

I know sum of you dun belief wat i say. There are always ppl like to say "Aiya, u always say nia la" or "Always pretend pretend, come out result oso gd den ppl de la" =.=
"gud den ppl".. Wat do u mean?? There are always some ppl better the other people. Ppl likes to compare, especially here, where ppl always talk abt that stupid bell curve. I hate it man!! Why do we nid to? But to be honest 99% of ppl will (im nt de 1% of cz). I admit sumtimes i did to, but i simply jz hate it! Hate to compare or to be compared. Wanna say i better den ppl?? bt dere are always ppl dat better den me, so why to compare? it will nvr ends. Unless u are the Gunung Everest la, where no mountain taller den u. So when i say i did badly, means it falls below par, from wat i expect for myself. And people, u dun put into ppl's shoes, u always duno how bad ppl is struggling. But dere r always ppl dun understand.... =.= This aint like other previous education man!! It's unlike days in INTI, where i nvr put any hardwork until few days b4 final exam and even playing and fooling around the whole sem and stil cud can dat freaking 'A' for my final result.. THIS IS NTU OK!!! Where people call it K***U place.. ARRGGHHhhhH!! Even wana say my 1st sem result, i admit is 'quite' gd(for me). But bear in mind, i was slightly lucky, and besides i sacrifice 1 of my subj to pay the result for the remaining subj. And the worst thing is dat i only took 17AU in the 1st sem, which 2 of the AU doesn't hv final exam. How silly it was?? nid to do this kinda trade off while my number of subjects which is below average per sem. And this sem de workload is higher and subj is tougher. HOW HOW??

Duno how things is goin to be lar....
Of cz i stil hvnt gv up of getting gud result..
But it so tough for dis sem.
Wat shud i do??
Wait for another sem??

Recess week started next week.. Shud be enjoy 1st...
NONO!!!! It's time to pick up the lectures im lag bhind!! (Hope i reli do it)

Quote

2010-02-24T01:26:00.002+08:00

'if there are no bitter, there is nothing call sweet'

a quote suddenly pop out on my facebook status from my former chem lecterur.. HAHA. Thanks anyway...

althou im basically way out from my comfort zone of my learning process, but im oredi trap within this uni. Like it? Dislike it? i still have to fight my way thru.. I know, no one around me i cud seek for help.. For those 'pro', already have their own world. For those unreliable, it's already unreliable. LOL.. Find lecturers? counsellor? mentor?? Nah!! jz 4get abt it...

As im knowing dat my choice to this uni nvr gonna be my 1st choice at de 1st place.. I made myself here basically is based of some other personal reasons. Regrets?? ermmmm... sort of. i cudnt say i nvr at all, bt not really dat much perhaps?? But i cud onli leave those bhind and seek my way out. It's aint an easy path.(obviously a difficult path) but.....

'no bitter where got sweet??' (no coffee means sugar?? lol!)

2 choices left, to quit now or to stay...
Decision is obvious..

In fact there isnt any choice for myself..

.....

2010-02-22T00:04:00.000+08:00

im tired of doing dis all alone....

sighhh...

blog blog, are u wif me???

FRIENDS Friends friends

2010-02-18T22:58:00.004+08:00

CNY just passed, just for me. By right CNY shud laz for 15 days, bt once i step onto the ground of sg on the 5th day of cny, the cny 'mode' just fly away from me.... automatically.... 4 days of family gathering, friends gathering just gone in a blink of an eye. Haiz... T.T

The feeling is so sad. I cant help it. It suddenly makes me tink wat kinda of frens i have actually made. Probably they are just part of my true frens. We play together, we laugh together, we talk nonsense together, we jokingly scold each other (lame). Those laughter are so seldom for me in ntu, eventhou i have just bac to penang for a few days.

Im too sorry to say that, but this has oredi show the difference between true frens and normal frens. I may have know alot of ppl in this ntu, although it hasnt a year for me in university, the number of frens i made can almoz reach de number of frens i made in secondary in 5 yr duration, and of coz much more compare to my 1.5 yr in INTI subang. But too bad, most of them, are jz like 'hello' and 'bye bye' frens. I dun wan to say it, but there goes de dif. In sch we only talk abt happening in sch, studies, club activities, and then we leave. Nt like is penang, we play 2gether, 'sang' 2gether, watch mv 2gether. Even in college, when we study or work, we go 2gther. This kinda life i cudnt even found in NTU.. Here its like going solo everything everywhere, not to say everyone here is selfish or nt willing to help, but the feeling isnt dere. Ah!! Duno how 2 explain it, too complicated to make ppl understand.

Im nt trying to say frens here aint gd enuf, perhaps im the one isnt gd enuf here, or perhaps im nt gd in making frens here, or perhaps we dun spend much time 2gether, or maybe ppl here reli aint gd enuf =.=. dun feel offended. i dun knw de reason. Mayb everyone here are jz goin on busy wif their own life only too. Things build slowly in time. So do for frens bonding, they depends on time, and wat we do during those time. Hope i cud find those in future in this uni.. >.<...

This sem i feel reli sucks, no idea for dat. But dat's life. I shall start move on and continue my 2nd sem journey.. Sigh

To those who left to aussie 2day (ad, hj, ah bob), hope u guys enjoy, feel so bad that i cudnt find u all when u all transit in changi airport..... And also those who leaves later(li er and the moz lan 1337.. haha) safe trip and hv fun.. See u guys in this end of year. To asimo and lbs, i will be bac in May after torturing 3 months here.. HAHA..

good nite 2 myself..

**true frens always show their appreciation of ur existence**

Real busy

2010-02-03T01:05:00.004+08:00

After slack, quite slack for 3 weeks, i realized i have piled up tonnes of work load.. Ohh gosh!! and all the event are dump into dis week. GG!! i have to drag my studies again.. Im v v v bhind lectures. Everyime attend lectures oso duno wat the lecturer is crapping about.

2day class until afternn, after dat got 2 hours meeting for NTUBS publication in the evening, then after meeting go help up the bazaar event preparation for 2ml and day after 2ml. Come bac hall oredi 11 sth stil nid to do 'postman'. HAHA!! Ya, giving out newsletter to NTUBS member room by room. Do postman quite teruk wan lo, especially the room number jump here and dere, some walk here and there few rounds onli found the room. =.=

This whole week gona tired and lack of sleep adi..
Mon - Prepare valentine flowers for bazaar event
Tues - meeting 2 hours, continue finalized the bazaar event, do postman =.=
Wed - jaga bazaar booth
thurs - jaga bazaar booth, den go bugis get water supply for NTUPE eleganza event.
fri - class until 630, after dat meeting
sat - MSA CNY dinner
sun - FOC outing in Sentosa.

Habisloh, nonid study adi.. haha.. stil can write blog 1am in the nite. Bo reli no strenght start revision. Thanks for slacking 3 week, Jackson Tan.. HAHA..

Tired lu..

Time to go to bed.
And play some favourite songs on my ears.
Only 'those' song reli can relax myself.
clear my mind up

and also

some of those songs

reminds me of 'you'

sign off~~

Updates

2010-01-25T00:55:00.003+08:00

Let me sum up week 2 in NTU.. Might be a long post

During week 1, i told myself, since it is jz the 1st week.. Dun push so much, relax abit. Played alot.. Slp alot(Nt dat much compare when im in Penang)..

Okay, close 1 eye, acceptable..

Week 2....
Everyday i told myself, no mood lar.. nex day onli do..
nex day...
nex day..
and nex day..
end of week 2...

LOL!!! Still... plays lots of dota.. Thought of trying to reduce playing time.. Guess wat?? Now my fren even call me up to join dota competition.. Ohh goshh. Week 3 goin 2 start 2ml.. Labs and tutorials are comin. None of them reli prepared.. Saw the java labs, the ques is like harder den the assignment 1 in 1st sem. And this wan is jz de 1st lab. Walao.. Lin feng, cum bac teach us!! HAHA!! Althou moz of the lectures u tot i catch nth, bt stil i like the slack-ness.. HAHA.

Alright, another big decision was made dis week. The 2nd last post b4 dis post, i did stated dat im taking 23AUs, and tot mostly wil stay for dat for dis sem. End up, i didnt.. Why??
Ok, firstly i tot of dropping the engineering logistic, which is boring to me, and i cant reli catch the important topic abt the chapter. Abit lost, bt it shudnt nt dat tough subj. But the dis subj do spare me some time to study for exam cz its the laz paper and is 10 days after the 2nd last paper (stated in the previous previous post).

But there goes the problem. I started to doubt dat i can manage my time for all de subj, im slacking more den focus dis 2 weeks, accounting has alot to cover, sumore nid self learn c programming without lecture. Am i dat gd??? Surely im nt, tot of taking the risk, bt i wudnt wan to SU accounting which i hv a lil interested on dat subj. I get myself frustrated in dis situation for quite a few days.

Drop the subj or not?? I cudnt decided. But Day by day goin on, my maths 2 is getting more difficult and difficult. As maths2 and accounting exam on de same day, i reli doubt whether i can reli prepare well. Accountin has alot to cover, which in means, i nid 2 prepare very early b4 de exam (which nt my attitude at all), and there is no gamble i cud do like i did on 1st sem where i focus on econs and risk up my maths, and end up my maths turns up nt reli well.

Based on seniors, accounting is tougher den econs, maths 2 is no doubt 100x harder and maths1. So wat shud i do?? time is ticking, im stil undecided. I can say i reli get frus and frus day by day. Since when im getting so serious on my studies man??

But den, sth unlucky happens, during the accounting tutorial on wed, which in turn i tink is lucky for me..Guess wat?? our tutor doesnt want us 2 find groups ourselves, so she assigned group for us, and my group..... sui sui..... kena presentation on the CNY week.. LOL!!! Wth?? dat time im nt around cz im skipping claz.. Since my bus ticket oredi bought, i tink i nonid to tink twice anymore bt to drop the subj. Makes my life easier..

What a relief man.!! Altou it might pile up the work on the nex 3 yrs, bt i tink i make the correct and bez decision i cud do. Serious, maybe god is helping me in another words. I hv been 'fan' for it quite a number of days, i did sth stupid oso, for flipping a coin 2 decide b4 dat, which the outcome is ask me nt to drop. Lame... LOL.. Lucky i din stay on the decision.. Lesson of the day is dat:
1) Dun let god make decision for you.
2) Make ur own decision, god helps on ur decision in a way.
I guess i did learn sth on this situation.

I feel reli relief alot. So which means, i hv to stay on dat boring subject. Tot of taking chemistry since sum of them say its easy, and drop dat stupid engineering logistic. Too bad no vacancy.. Nvm, come to worst, i SU it =)

Waste another weekends adi. Jz nw sumore went out wif my a-levels frens, since is wei ling's 2 days ago.. I msg her to wish her bday on fri and said sori bcz kenot find her.. HAHA. Tot wana gv her surprise.. But then, got 1 spoiler dere lor. Teruk lo dat guy.. Duwan mention who is she.. HAHA. Suan ler, actually nt much surprise oso lar, no planning wan. So we walk around Chinatown. So packed.. Eat there, everyone complain de food. Haha. Den we go Clark Quay. Walk walk.. See the river wif boats dere, it makes me recall wat my foc group do dere during foc, where we cheer in front of those ang mo sumore.. Those ang mo lagi clap hand for us leh.. Haha. COOL.

I actually sat dere for awhile looking at the waves of the water, wif lights shinning on it. I keep quiet awhile, i feel peace, i also did feel im abit restless all this while. The wind there quite strong. I feel....... somehow..... It makes me think alot of stuff and, bt den the wind oso blow the thoughts away. Weird feelings though..... Nice place, nice wind, nice night view, bt no so complete since lion dance is noisy at the side near the river. ^^

Stress shall be comin soon, its bez for me to clear up myself.. I actually see some of them do struggle out dere. Im glad i did quite well in the 1st sem, altou i din achieved the bez i cud do, bt im reli felt thankful enuf. Hope i cud stay strong dis sem too. Anyone out dere willing gv me suppore?? =)

Yet again, so late adi, 2ml morning class but im still awake, 2 tutorials, hvnt prepared.. Lab is on tues, which im stil processing half way.. Bazaar is comin which i nid 2 take care of it.. Waahh!!! Uncle Cheng stil ask me join dota competition.. Ohh no.. my sleeping time start 2 turn less again..
=.=

Wow, i tink i did write alot for dis post.. ^.^ Hope readers dun feel im so cheong hei... Lol..

Shall end here..
continue work... or go slp....

Sign off~~

*&^%$#@#$%^&^%$#@$

2010-01-20T00:53:00.003+08:00

DAMN DAMN DAMN!!

FEEL SIPEK FAN RIGHT NOW!!

I STARTED LOST MY BELIEVE...

i am losing myself...........

leave me alone man

Random thoughts

2010-01-19T00:07:00.002+08:00

Yes!! it's mid of the nite again, the moz suitable time that i mostly choose to write my blog. This 1 looks abit random for me. Well, I have see some of my fren's blog, which they often have random thought, or perhaps feelings to express themself on their blogs. Maybe blogs are jz the bez place to voice out how u feel?? Kinda true enough.. Some feelings you simply wont able to voice out vocally from ur mouth, so writting actually become a great power, some may chat on9?? Or lonely ppl like me only come to blog to voice out.. HAHA!! Yes im lonely now, nobody wants to chat wif me T.T Ah.. I knw, there are 300 or 400 of contacts on my msn (i lost count.. some of them are sampah contact which i duno even who are they), bt simply i dun wish to find anyone 2 talk to. Prove that i dun hv close fren, maybe?? Or maybe i cant reli sum one dat can reli talk personally.. This kinda emotional feeling is bez for me to spare sum time wif my blog. =)

Since its so random, I dun reli knw wat 2 write nw.. Perhaps i shud updating myself. okay.

1st week of 2nd sem has jz passed in a blink of and eyes. Went thru all lecture included those lectures dat i failed to add, to see how the course looks like. So 1st week i oredi went thru alot of classes.. Moz of them i successfully added (thx to my luck). Some of them i dun plan to add anymore.. Since i oredi hv 23AU right nw, adding 1 more wil be overload.

Go bac abt the 23AU which worries me. 1st sem i only took 17AU, which is less compare to average. Oredi @#&**^#@#*@~ during exam time. Part of the reason is all my exam all always pack on the 1st few days. For nw, history do repeat again. 5 subjs on the 1st 6 days. 2 papers on 22Apr, 1 on 27th and another 2 on 28th. SIAO LIAO. I dun want to repeat the history dat i done on the 1st sem. Everytime got 2 papers on 1 day i always cant synchronize myself and end up screwing up 1 on of the paper. This means i nid 2 screw up 2?? WTH?? Thought of using SU option, bt those 2 electives subj i dun reli want 2 SU, in fact i add another electives which the exam on 6th May.. 10 days after the 2nd laz paper. That subj reli boring, tot of SU dat bt den that subj hv lots of time to study.. Zzzz. Sui lor.....

I duno how im goin 2 plan my time. Laz week i do tot of dropping sum subj, bt dis might pile up my load on the next following year. Add drop period shall end this friday, bt i 95% decided to stay on this timetable. I see how my studies goin on, perhaps i hv no choice to SU the subj that i feel im interested in. Just the 1st dat of 2nd week, i oredi feel dat i hv the tendency not to do well, not as well as the 1st sem. 7 subj nw compare to laz sem 5 subj which 1 of them dun hv final exam. hMMMM..... i tink just let is be 1st.

Thats it!! This is uni life i guess.. I jz run thru some of my frens' bloggie.. Look at their updates, their feelings, their thoughts. Some of them hv their own prob, mostly in uni. Bt looking at those prob, i realize i do hv such prob for myself in my uni. Perhaps mine are worse?? i dun knw. Not to rate, i duno how they feel, or she feels to be precise. But i do tink she shud be doin great dere, if compare to me.. I knw, i m nt a great person at the 1st place though. But jz hope u are coping and doin well.

AHHH!! I tink i shud stop rite nw. Shall move on serious abit. I reli wasted 1week adi.. Thx to bunch of siao fren keep ask dota after i come to NTU. =.= Since its jz de 1st week, jz spare time wif them.. Sooner i hv to control liao!! Else if i flunk my semester.. U guys look out!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA..

Updating blog late at nite wif jz my table lamp on, mix with soft emotional songs on my ears hv some kinda of feelings i duno how 2 express. It makes me tink of alot of stuff........
Alright.. till then

Sign off~~~~

2nd Sem

2010-01-10T01:05:00.002+08:00

Im back!! to hell... CHOI!!! Yes, balik NTU liao. Sien sia. Dis time bac abit dif, nt lik previous trip, de uni is so quiet.. i can say nw almoz 80-90% ppl are bac to dis hell of the uni to prepare for nex semester.

The moment step into dis place, argghhh!! the feelin is dif. Now im feeling so tired after travel around. Oh ya, my flight got delayed.. 1st time kena, wat the.. Lucky is just 30mins nia. After cum bac here, go mrt, as expected, no place sit. So stand for 1 hour inside mrt.. Reach jp, wana hunt for food, no place sit oso.. Carry baggages all around, lucky i dun bring much.. Else, chuan si lang. Then go bus stop, the stand gone adi. WTF?? End up take taxi lo, bt oso nid queue so long. End up all of us balik NTU McD makan. Haha.. Dis is swt. Nw finally balik room liao, lazy to tidy up.. But my place oredi kinda arrange adi since i got cum bac to my room during the holidays.

Sienz... im feelin so tired, and suddenly so restless. It seems happen everytime i step onto the land of NTU (except for the 1st time i came here). It's making me so emo, i cant help it.. I feelin so damn tired bt i dun wish to slp. Weird, dats why i came to my blog. Thinking of the semester which is abt to begin in 1 day, lectures.... tutorial... and the stupid electives subj i got.. Shit man!! i goin to drop dat if im able to add other subj.. Arggghhh!!!!!!!!!

I reli duno wat 2 crap right nw.. i nid to change myself in order to continue the life in this 'jail'. My studies, personals, health.. Currently i hv no idea how m i goin to get thru the life of 2nd sem.. I barely survive thru the 1st sem and nw comes another (think abt it, i stil got another 6 more to cum). !@#^&#@#^&*!~.

I bet my few frens over pg currently celebrating LBS 21st bday at berjaya hotel. Feel so bad and sad that i cudnt join. Happy bday man(pass 1 hour and 20mins adi). Hope u guys enjoy to the max dere.

Aihzzz.. This is................................. I wish i can go some place to grab some air 2ml.

It's abt time to put "time for miracle" on my ears again and rest on my bed.
Bye~~

My nike! Just do it!

2010-01-09T12:50:00.004+08:00

After hunting for some time..... i finally got my nike shoe, bt let me sumorize some story abt shoe hunting 1st. LOL

Buy 1 shoe oso pek chek i tel u. About a week ago, i was looking to buy 1 at gurney plaza.. Go nike shop, found 2 shoes i likes wan. 1st one is 279bucks, i ask for size 11 bt de largest size dey left is 10.. =.=..

Fine, i found another which is more nicer, more chio.. And of coz, more expensive!! Cost 379bucks +10% off. But i intend to buy oso.. hiak hiak... So ask again, size 11 ada?? He go find find find.. "Sell fin adi, left 10.5, wan try??" Apala!!! No harm.. try 1st.. can fit! But slightly tighter. Bo huat, so expensive, kenot simply buy, go upstairs Studio R and seek 1st.. Found the shoes! Ask again, Size 11?? Come bac oso same.. "Tarak, size sepuluh saja.. Mau besar mia, Size tiga belas ada.." WTF!!?? Buy McDonald shoe meh?? size 13.. =.=

Suan leh lar, found another oso no bad wan. 279 oso i tink(4get adi), pun tarak size.. Sien lor. She say got 1 new arrival one got size 11, bt i look....... TOO CHIO adi lar the colour, lagi red red, reli chinese new year. So end up.. Empty handed T.T..

3days ago, i went some shopping wif my fren at Queensbay. Went nike shop again lo.. try to find the shoe, but dun hv dere lar!! KNS!!! Again, looks for alternatives. Found one, again 279bucks (duno why sell like sell at this price), looks nt bad. But this time lucky, ada size 11. YES!! But din buy 1st, go another sport shop and hunt dulu.. So we went Royal Sports, i found the nike shoe. Ask for size.. Got oso wor... Qb guo ran not bad. Wana buy adi, bt he say, 379, no discount. Shit lar.. Den i told him gurney ada discount bt no size, so dey ask me come here buy. But he insist duwan gv me discount.. Celaka. Suan ler, i told him come bac later. When i walk away, he sumore say gurney oso no discount d. Duno wan tipu or wat, i jz when dere a few days ago. But i dun care la, buy such exp item go walk around and think 1st.

So end up.......................
Balik nike shop get the cheaper wan.. HAHA.. Coz the shoes almoz the same, jz dat one outside look abit nicer. And my fren say oso right la, buy so exp later play bola let ppl step, sim tia.. HAHA.. So nvm adi lor, save that 100 bucks, buy other stuff nex time =)

Ok! Story ends.. Shoe time!

Before buka,

Just do it..

Open box lar!!
Okok..

Nah.. My nike bball shoe

Top view (4got rotate the pic)

Size view...

Abit closer look

Yea!! After a few nike shoes, dis is de 1st one for bball. Shud be better and nicer compare to the two previous i bought which is adidas and reebok very very long ago. Hiak hiak..

This shoes reli black or white (Micheal Jackson). LOL!!

OMG!!! 1st blood from NTU!!

2009-12-30T01:24:00.002+08:00

30 Dec 2012... OPPS!! is 2009.. the end of world for this bamboo. T.T... Kena chopped by NTU result lar.. WHY WHY??? I was trying to pretend i duno the exam result is released 2day!

So i go play dota wif public without frens (so emo this time), but i alt tab out so many msn msg asking me abt the result.. ALAMAK!!! Why so spoil mode one u all!!! i stil wan pass my 2010 new year la!! ISH ISH..
So... Bo huat lo, go check lo.. Steady steady check. Everytime i take result oso lidat de, since things oredi hv done, i oredi can expect wat is goin to come.

Screw up maths...... (expected, opportunity cost for studying too much econs)
Econs ok (use weightage of 3Au to sacrifice the subj with 4Au, silly right?? nvm)
Effective comm (lame subj, no exam.. result oredi well known b4 exam started)
Programming (Saved by assignment... should be)
Electronics (ANG KONG PO PI)

Duwan to state actual result here.

What done is done.

Time for 2nd sem,

BUT!!!

For the meantime..............

ENJOY HOLIDAY 1ST LAR DUH!!!!!!!!! =)

Luckily result no so spoil mode. (bear in mind, i took less than average AU's for dis sem)..

bambooooooo.. out!!

A fulfilled Xmas

2009-12-27T21:39:00.002+08:00

This year xmas is the most enjoyable ad.. gd xmas eve and christmas day!! betta than those years pack wif ppl counting down.. Old adi.. Pack with ppl nt longer nice anymore.. No longer gina, got so much energy pack in complex..

This yr oso the 1st year i hv a xmas present exchange.. duno whos idea huh?? but nvm, got a lucky body shop's body wash, not bad not bad.. Thx lar!! =)

Looking forward for New Year (but not for my uni's results.. totally forgotton dat adi. boh chap)
Sign off~~

Merry Christmas

2009-12-25T02:21:00.002+08:00

Merry xmas to me!!! This year din go countdown..
bbq at fren's hse.
eat a lil bit.
drink a lil bit.
play 'killer' (1st time).. All co siao in the game =P

Time to slp, 2ml another outing... Din buy any present to exchange yet =.=..
Sign off~~~

Time for Miracles

2009-12-12T23:50:00.006+08:00

It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile
Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see

Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it coming
You know I can hear it, hear it in your soul
Baby when you feel me feeling you
You know it's time...

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know that 
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't, I ain't giving up on love

No I ain't giving up on us
I ain't giving up, no
Oh I ain't giving up on us

Suddenly my mind keep stick to this song

Back to Singapore

2009-12-08T23:47:00.002+08:00

After 2 week in penang, finally nid to go bac sg liao.. sigh.. Altou the sem break jz started bt i go bac to sg at the beginning of sem break. (by right this is the 1st day of sem break) Weird right? When people having exam i went bac earlier, nw ppl go bac hometown im bac to sg. LOL..

Haiz damn club event lar.. if nt for those cca points require by stupid NTU i oso duwan to go bac =.='. And the feeling of goin bac is so beh syok nw.. In fact when i 1st go sg study oso dun hv dis kinda beh syok feeling.. Haiz.. mayb bcz all de frens are nt around. ARRGGHH..

After 2ml departure, ad asimo and lbs duno wan call who play wif them.. HAHA.. Hj so faz working, leet go thailand (u knw he gona do wat dere lar... muahahahhaha). So u guys hv fun bah, while i go sg.............. plan event and hall games dere =.="

bye bye.

End of 1st sem

2009-11-24T20:44:00.002+08:00

Time goes by very quickly.. it just seems lik yesterday im deciding which uni to go, bt 2day i hv oredi finish the very 1st semester in NTU.. Exam done!!! nt to happy abt it, i dun tink i did very well. But since it has oredo over, 4get abt it.. And bear in mind, if im gonna happy bcz i passed dis hell of the exam, which mean im goin to intake another 7 more attacks in this 4 years time.. =.=

I end my exam quite early compare relatively to other students, which mean my holiday starts earlier. But dun 4get, cramping all exam at 5 days its reli hell. I dun tink i make enuf preparation, i did so called 'gambled' on my exam within subjects and chapters, and den i did pay for sum cost bcz of those gambles, whether the pay off is worth onot, i will see it by nex month. But results mostly will.......................

Hopefully i enjoy my holidays b4 cumin bac to spore.. Looking forward to meet fren dat has return to pg. =)

Gud Luck to those having exam rite nw..

Sign off~~~~~

1st exam in NTU

2009-11-20T00:26:00.004+08:00

Just woke up, is around 1230am nw.. I wish, n almoz slp til 2ml morning. (2day's morning la). But i didnt

CRap!! the 1st day of exam aka my every 1st exam in NTU.. Didnt turn well. I shud hv expected it, but i nvr expect it turn turn as bad as 2day!! Gosh!! Reli fell hatred right nw.. My maths!! the only subj which i put very high hopes on it to pull my grades up, since the others subj im weak at, which in turn pulling my grades down!!! Of course, results hvnt out, bt i oredi doubt n expected since half of the paper i can say, i screw it!!! (hopes - get 4.5 or 5.0, current's null hypotesis - 3.5 or 3.0 or even worse).

Nvr in my life i feel so disappointed particullary on maths paper. I knw 2day's paper was tough compare to the previous yrs, bt wat i hv done on 2day's paper, i tink it nvr reach 50% of my potential. Even normal a-levels or even spm level ques i cudnt do it. What m i thinking?? Wat i knw is when i started to skip more n more ques to move on, i grow more n more panic. Nvr in my life i do such thing, and when i m doin de ques bhind im keep wondering whether im able to go bac n finish those ques, then i get excited, then i cant do the ques, den i skip.. then again.............. Arggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!! And it's over. And guess what, is stil an open book exam!!!!!!!!!! omGGGGGGnesssssss!!

I cud say i wish it wasnt a open book. Then i will put in some effort on maths, rather than gamble it that i oredi knw them, since i learn sum of the syllabus b4, n oso since is open book, then i throw 95% of the time on the stupid econs subj. Regret man!! After i did that i oredi doubt it will affect my maths paper so did i pay all the price 2day. LOL!! Serve me right. Econs basic principle aka opportunity cost tell us that we have to forgone sth when we pursue another thing. HaHa!! So i use my maths to pay u lor damn econs!! Just dat im nt rational enuf bcz my marginal cost is higher than marginal benefit (maths 4AUs is higher than econs 3Aus). And my econs anser 2day oso doesnt gurantee correct (since i conclude econs' maths theories are nt reasonable and the theories hv infinite answers).

Haiz.. Habislan kali ini!! bad memories for 1st exam in NTU.. What shall i do nw?? GO BACK STUDY LAR! USE MY WEAK SUBJECT (electronics and progamming) SAVE MY ASS BACK!!

D-day

2009-11-17T19:44:00.001+08:00

1st exam in NTU in 2 days time (accurate is 1.5 day).
Just do wat i can...

Memories

2009-11-11T04:13:00.004+08:00

After talking to my uni-mate, middle of the nite, i suddenly misses those alvl's days.. 3 persons camping in alvl office with 1 lecturer. Small class are indeed betta. This memories shudnt be forgotten

4am

2009-11-11T03:57:00.002+08:00

4am in the morning.. What am i doin here?? my preparation progress for exam nt yet reach 25%, 8 more days.. 'So what??' dats all i can say to ease de pressure. I dun wan end my studies like a hell, especially jz de 1st sem.

Curse of sickness before exam

2009-11-06T14:40:00.002+08:00

1 year ago at inti, when i was about to prepare to A-Levels A2 exam.. Was lacking of time, then i caught fever.. Resist to go clinic so i tried panadol for few days and didnt work at all.. Finally no choice, i went to find doctor and he say i caught infection so he gave me antibiotic. Need 3 days to recover and it did. Waste alot of time, end up din prepare well and go for exam =).

this year, in this world of pek chek (NTU). 1 sem load = whole A-level load(AS+A2).. lagi no time to prepare.. Yet again, i caught flu, sorethroat, and fever.. TELL ME WHAT IS THIS!!!!!!!!!
@#$%^%$#$%^&*. Say GG to my very first debut finals in NTU.

In inti, i can hear someone say 'i got B i happy enuf adi' or 'i got B i can curi laugh adi.' and some say 'i pass can adi.'

In NTU, 'I nid to get A, duno can get A onot lar.. A- beh syok la.' or 'I tink i can get A in dat subj'

Habis d lor!! nw i even doubt i can get until B onot for my average in 1st sem.. Jackson is in inside the wrong world. Can balik penang sell bahu adi. =)

For my dear friend, James Khor

2009-11-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

Has been days, weeks, or months i nvr reli update the blog. This time im bac jz for my dear fren. Hope you will know this.

Ya. An unfortunate thing jz happen on my primary buddy 2day. This news was reli shocking and makes me very sad. Life is jz so unpredictable. Morning i saw him updated his facebook status, and then at nite my fren told me this shocking news happen to him. Oh gosh.. It makes me more emo and emo rite nw. My mood of studying for exam turn to zero straight away. We were one of the close group buddies during primary, especially standard 6. I still rmbr, dat time u was quite naughty, in a sense, bt u always seems kind to me, how to say.... is lie treating me differently or 'gv me face' sum kind of that. Currently i duno how 2 express the feeling. Altou during secondary we weren't that close (since our sch so big), but u r one of the frens i will reli rmbr, all those happenings, playing around, n yea!! form 3 we were in the same claz, i stil rmbr dat..

Sorry James, i reli duno wat 2 say for u nw bt i feel reli reli reli sad.. thats all. when en-yao told me this news, it was like.... SO SUDDEN!! DAMN!! Close fren or nt close fren, a fren of mine will always be a fren of mine. What i wana say seems pretty useless now. But i hope you rest in peace. God bless you, so do his family.

Life is soooooooooooooo unpredictable, things happen unknownly. Whether is faith or wat so ever, we duno wat's gonna happen nex. What we can do is to appreciate wat we hv rite nw..
Duno why i suddenly tink abt dis. Mayb life over ntu reli stress. Bt i tink im one of the minority groups who doesnt reli pile presure on myself, althou im stil in the 'pressuring' world of uni. Exam that time then i tahu pain adi.. But what i can say is dat, we shud enjoy and taste every moment in our life nw, of cz nt to d extreme like throwing away my resposibility at de side n enjoy my whole life to the max.. But life are reli meant to treasure. Like it onot, we stil hv to move on. Mayb a happening of my fren has bcum one of the gd lesson for me. Somehow, I shall thank you James. If im staying near you i will rush to see 'you'. Bt so sorry, i cudnt make it.. Hopefully i can, while im bac to pg, if possible..

Once again. Rest in peace my buddy.

GG

2009-10-31T02:25:00.001+08:00

GG!! exam in 2 and a half week and i tink im the most slack person in NTU. LOL!!! seems the nearer de exam de slack-ier i am, duno wat happen.. Eat wrong medicine liao!! and yet i hv stil alot to cover for exam. GAO MENG!!! the syllabus so damn difficult!!!

School starts

2009-10-04T22:00:00.002+08:00

1 week of recess just finish 2day.. VERY FAST!!!!!!!! As I also expected d.. Spend much time playing, relaxing, hanging out, meeting frens. So end up??? NO study lor... Thought of catching up the syllabus bt end up didnt. 2ml class will resume, which mean........... i will get further more bhind d lor. Haiz..

Inilah NTU...

Saturday saturday

2009-09-19T23:28:00.006+08:00

Its saturday nite!!! Well i cud say i hv wasted both fri and sat lengan-ing around except studyin for 2 chapters of econs.

This week shud be busy week for everyone since moz of the course, or all of course 'perhaps?' having CA, which is the mid term exam.. So everyone pia pia pia & gambateh-ing for their lovely exam marks.. HAHA. So do I... am I?? Hoho.. wat turns out to be lucky for my course is dat.. I do not hav any CA!! LOL!! For de current la. Since maths lecture say he is nt giving us mid term exam (thx him for giving us bonus mark). Well java programming hv no announcement since de lecture teach so slow(but i stil cudnt und wat he is teaching) and cannot finish his module oso. But i hv de assignment for that, which i hv can say almoz done except for the report part. Til nw i stil havnt figure out how 2 write a report for dat since all java onli contains aliens coding. Shall find it out soon coz de due date is after de recess week. For electronics, as usual lecture love speeding n im totally lost for the latest chapter. Nex week shall be de part 2, which another lecturer will take over. Econs leh, oso damn faz de lecture and dis one no escape, got CA, but is 1 month later =)

Since monday is Raya public holiday, i hv 2 admit i spend alot of my time busying around bt nt study.. Haha. Use Raya as an excuse. Well 2day, is kinda happening day n tiring too. Morning 7 sth hv crawl up fr bed(laz nite too late slp). But bcz being a logistic subcom in piano esemble, my job is to buka pintu if got ppl book to use de music room =.= for sat n thurs.. sien sia!! sat nite oso kenot slp. so since i walk so far to nanyang hse d, i drop by to hall 2 to meet my fren to play futsal dere.. manatau so less ppl, all ffk. so 6 ppl simply play lar. But later on, 'PommmMM!!!'. Thunder adi, which mean raining is cumin. So sum of them tink of goin bac adi, I suggest Titus dat we shall run to SRC, since is oso near dere, to meet sum fren who has book badminton court dere. So jz go n play lar since i soooooooooooo long nvr play badminton, got chance to prove my cacat skil adi. +) My whole body gona ache soon, dis week play too much sport, fr basketball to futbal to badminton ^^

After dat i hv my lunch n rush bac to bath.. Bcz im late adi.. To where?? To K-box!! LOL. Samantha has plan this outing few weeks ago. Since i hv busy busy and busy in ntu for so long, time for sum outing awhile la. For this i'll upload sum pictures here

Josephine look cheeky.. She always listen ppl sing nia.

EH??Finally sing adi.. haha, after she go n play game on the screen. =.=

Sarah busy picking song.. All pick too banyak d until kenot sing finish..

Stand up sing!!

alamak??!! no my pics!! kenot kenot.. Here is some

Me and Lawrence, very very rarely hear his singing voice dere.. ==

Sarah, me, Lawrence and Lilian

So jz lidat la, the K-box is nt bad jz dat hor.... my wallet abit pain ar. T.T... Nid 2 start save abit d.

K lar upload til here.. Din reli take much pics..
So Susan!! my blog got sum pics adi lar.
As she complain my blog all words, i shall stop here.. :-)

Ini bukan aku

2009-09-18T02:43:00.003+08:00

For some reason I suddenly feel to cum to my blog and voice out.. Its almoz 3am in the nite and i stil found myself awake.. As in my usual life in the past is kinda reasonable coz i dun slp early. Sumtimes i do hang until late at nite, chatting, gaming, tv or watever, but that is for my 'honeymoon' life b4 entering uni. =)
As currently i oredi spend 6 weeks studying here and i stil find myself goin thru sleepless nite bt for different reason. Study!! OHH Gosh!!! Dis is hard 2 believe, even for myself. I could say throughout my life i nvr do such a thing. Not even in my exam life. Not to say normal sch exam, PMR?? SPM?? Even during A-levels exam, i wud nvr spend time revising my syllabus early before hand. As for AS & A2 exam in A-levels, YES!! I do pile up tonnes of work until de laz min and den 1 shot sapu all the syllabus. HAHA!! It was reli tough, at times i find it difficult dats why i do always complain abt the toughness of A-levels. However that is how the usual lazy Jackson handle his studies throughout his life. I knw i hate reading as i can easily doze off on my bed after study my notes for nt even 15mins, and that does happen even it is 1 day b4 my a-lvl exam. LOL!! Then at nite onli start panic and burn oil lo. But, there is stil a limit for me as i dun burn until very late cz i do believe that enuf slp is necessary to attend exam for the nex day. So for me, eventhough i failed 2 finish my studies i will rather sleep if im tired. Coz i rather being fresh in de exam n do my ques properly. As for those i didnt revise, jz tembak lar!!! Better den goin sleepless nite and den go exam wif blur mind. Then de outcome wil be either misread the ques, or look the them n say 'Ohh, dis one like ystd read b4 hor?? bt what's that adi ar??' End up the outcome wil be worse. So i can say that i nvr believe in caffeine to keep myself awake for study. Somehow, my result end up aint that bad. Reason? i don't knw. Too smart?? You judge. But i don't tink so.

Knowing de level of laziness of myself, i hv doubt my ability b4 to enter dis uni. Highly competitive is the only word 2 describe de life over here, and this does bring the stressness as moz ppl wil complain. As i hv mentioned b4(in my blog) i nvr tot of studying here as i nearly enter monash Kl during the feb intake, bt de laz min change of decision, (the reason i lazy to state again), i knw de main objective to keep myself a better life here is nt 2 compare to others. I always like to joke, ppl kiasu.. so wat?? i kiasi only. Haha. Somehow comparation in life is always done no matter how. But i dont reli bother anymore. I dont compare to others, i shall compare to myself 1st. I tried to change my lifestyle over here, 180 degree turnover. And the obvious prove is nvr in my life i do try 2 keep myself late in the nite for study. Nt to say dis is de 1st sem and de exam is stil 2 months ahead. Yet, i hv done it here. This is nt reli me man!! but stil, is me over here.. Sigh...

Sigh, nt bcz i hv to change my lifestyle over here, but is reli... i started can't reli handle the work ady. So many stuff i cudnt understand, n b4 i cud reli understand well another tougher chap is piling and piling. Dis is the main reason i cum to my blog nw. Coz i started to get fed up after i hold the temper for quite sumtimes. But dis time i reli tahan no more after i reli spend my time wastefully looking at de lecture notes jz nw, staring for so long and doesnt knw wat de hack it is talking abt. Its reli frustrating when i dun hv de time 2 slowly find out the meaning as things here move on reli fast without waiting. Im nt getting frustrated bcz i cant compete myself here, as i say i dont wan 2 comapre 2 others, but, i find that i cudnt reach the lowest requirement i set for myself. Not even close to de level. @#^&*%$*(*&^%$ I started feel myself stupid over here >.<
Besides. the stupid cca points 'culture' over here that require me to join dis n dat jz 2 secure a hall for me to stay nex yr is reli time consuming, and yet another time, a usual sleeping member of every club, started nid 2 change himself again to become active. =.= So again i can say, its nt me, but stil is me.

I hope everything can bcum better over here. Stress?? Ok, no doubt i hv to admit ady. But hoping things to get better doesnt make sense. Because the tougher is yet to cum, so it stil depends on how i work on to it.. But currently my situation........................................

Back to CLHS (Singapore version)

2009-09-12T00:17:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!!! Im back!! Once again sorry for letting my blog lonely quite sum time but, i reli having lack of time over here. Now i wana update sum event abt laz sunday. Sad case la 1 week later only can update.. Actually i nvr tot abt it bt since my fren aka yiren ask me to. Here i am!! So bloggie thx him for reminding abt u.

Ok let me introduce 1st, since every year there are alot of student from my high school aka CLHS cum to NUS or NTU or watever spore unito study, so dere are so called CLHS student club is organise specially for tiong ling kia. So every year got fresh tiong ling ppl join mia.. This year is my turn lor. But this year abit sad case cz we onli hv 7 students cum to NTU, compare to laz year 15? 16? i forget de number d bt is more den 10. So can say our number is insignificant. So.... there is a so called tradition, where freshie hv 2 perform for seniors as 'entertainment' during the agm which is held laz sunday for this.. The event was held at an apartment function room which look quite class.. But wait!!! dun so so faz yet.. Let me spend sum time to talk abt out preparation abt de sketch.. Err hmmm

1st meeting was held at mcD which nt quite efficient i can say. Bt i do cum outsome lameeee idea.. So as a result, again.. i was being choosed as the main character. =.= KNS!!! Nvm nvm.. i dont reli mind actually. hiak hiak. So discussions were made few days later. As all of us are very very n bery busy in both academic and eca matters, is kinda tough for us 2 reli spend time 2 discuss n practice. So its v random la, as i oso plan to do de sketch randomly according the flow on dat time. Tink abt it, is gd oso coz it looks more natural leh.. We pro are lidat one. ahem!! no more nonsence as i duwan detailly list out de discussion. Skip to de laz day b4 the agm which is laz saturday. TADA!! all nt reli prepare lor.. So we are like v depress. As JC keep say 'gathering jz eat mar gd adi lor y nid so mafan??!!' HAHAHAH.. ya la i oso agree bt since we r in adi, dere is no turning back. And since everybody tink it was a free meal on dat day so all continue our 'worthless' effort bt end up, dif story.. I continue dat later..

Our sketch discussion was drag until late on dat nite as expected, laz min work ma. Bt we hv sum fun n jokes dere especially JC, when we talk abt saving expenses in Singapore, let us shoot gao gao. Save so much lar!! proper meal duwan eat.. Sick until marker pen oso kenot open. HAHAHA!!! this one u all duno lar, onli 6 of us knw dat joke.. 4get abt de crap. It's late as we started get thirst for chill drink and food. So we decide to call mcD delivery. Yiren initially say wana treat sumore bt i duwan lar since he did alot of work dere. So as NTU mcD is cheaper compare 2 outside, we call up for delivery bt dey don't offer such service. ISH!! bt according to other dey say dat de delivery is charge at NTU price. So we decide 2 try call off campus mcD. N de lame thing is dat dey ask de person for price b4 order. Lame sia.. Boh huat cum singapore all spending v pain. Altou dere r no dif in de value bt onli de dollar sign infront, this prove msia ringgit v cha lar! Bt de mcD value meal is very weird here bcz de price is no dif if u order them in seperate ala carte. But sumhow we stil order eventhou dey charge us as normal rate as everyone seems v tiring and we nid sum boost, as i oso dun mind cz i nid 2 treat myself sumtimes.

Here i wud like 2 do sum promote for mcD. LOL!! As result of de effect after mcD, I suddenly cum out sum idea after listen sum jay chou song which related to out sketch, So i decided 2 end our sketch which seems quite in interesting way. HAHA!! Bt teruk is de ending nid to extend my sketch duration n more lame stuff do to. Bt mayb too hyper adi, so on lor.. thx to mcD.. BABLABBA BA BA!!! IM LOVING IT!

Move straight to our event. All of us like hunger for food dat time as we stil hv alot of joke abt eating + saving.. Very teruk ar.. BUT BUT!! When dey were told dat we hv 2 pay member free + t-shirt, everyone lik go.. "wat de hack!!??"" HAHAHAH.. 'There is no free lunch'. This economy theory prove to be v correct. haha. Ok lar i abit kua zhang bt tink abt it, we chinese ppl v 2 support 2gther lar, if nt de seniors sponsors our sch wont be dat gd, even i knw i v broke here adi as i pay alot of fees here n dere >.< However de food dere quite nice and i did eat quite full. After that we move to our agm meeting where we dismiss de committee and recruit de new one. THIS!! is de funniest recruitment or agm i nvr went la. As moz of them try 2 sabor freshie 2 take over de place, moz of us did say v weird n funi stuff during our introduction becoz moz of them v lazy 2 take de place. Bt it seems de one who talk de most nonsence 2 make ppl laugh, de higher chance it is 2 kena. HAHA. So it seems like all freshie in 1st 2 row kena recommend out adi where i still in safe position sitting. "SHHH!!!!!' i said. Bt dere is no escape, nex one zai zai kena sabor gao gao and terus gain 1 post adi. LOL! as freshie form rep. Very weird la, as i said this year freshie i kinda lil, almoz all of us got post, can say everyone got it except JC. So i represent 1 person onli +.+ But this election is reli funi as i reli duno how 2 describe here.

After is the big time when we hv 2 perform our sketch. Sori lar, i do not hv video or photos here. Nt i paiseh lar bt i tink no one took it and of coz i oso kenot take it when myself was in de scene. bt overall we did well lar as we manage to do quite number of lame n funny stuff to entertain them. So good job everyone dere!!! I appreciate it. Its kinda interesting too, althou i nvr reli get myself into performance thru out my life until i cum to uni. Bt is a gd experience n i dun mind n in fact love 2 try it since those sketch are jz for fun. =) Once again good job.

So I hope we will keep up our clhs bonding spirit together lah!! 爱吾钟灵. =)

From, Ah Kua (aiya, dis is my character in the sketch la)

Good nite my blog

Merdeka!!

2009-08-30T20:46:00.004+08:00

2ml is Merdeka!! Of coz, i wont be able to celebrate it since im in spore rite nw. So no holiday =(. But anyway happy bday to Msia!!
As i say no holiday for us means 2ml's classes go on as usual. But but but, NTU MSA leh, begitu cinta akan negara, so.... They organize an event called Merdeka Nite.

The event start at 7pm bt i hv to go dere at 6pm to register.. Since the event was held at my hall, luckily, means i do not need to wear formal to walk from far distance to the function hall =) YES!! we have to wear formal since the theme of the nite is called 'Vegas 3108'

Dang!! The event starts with baton passing.. HAHA!! Nola is just to introduce those outgoing and incoming community of MSA lor. Very sien one, so i sit dere clapping hand nia lor. Den we have out buffet dinner. After that the main event only starts, where they do a live tv show game 'Who wants to be a millionaire' which contain all those question about msia one. LOL!! They reli make effort to create such a game coz the question the make reli funi and lame.. And some of it contains abt politics abt Msia. Reli pandai ar them, coz we are in NTU, else if in msia.... kena tangkap by ISA d. Haha. There are also some performance for some the ques that asked in the game. Very gai one, reli shoot gao gao abt Msia. Sumore in between the game got advertisement one, do like real tv show, oso quite funi la. These are the part i enjoyed in the nite.

After that is the game section. I find it very boring lar. Coz is like gain points, then de mc ask question then our group hv to bet the answer guess by other group whether is correct onot. So basically i jz dreaming dere n let my group play nia lar. Besides all these, of coz got some performance to entertain us. As usual lar, there r some boys dress lik girls and dance wif the music. LOL.
After dismiss we took sum photo.. I post sum of them here bah

Random gang

Calypso Gang

Chung Ling gang

Cell group gang

JC,Lawrence and me

Basically is jz lidat. I dun wan 2 update so detail abt it coz im lacking of time here. Nw i've oredi bcum subcomm of rotaract club and there are upcoming events which i have to tink and prepare. Not to say, i still hv high sch gathering which freshie nids 2 prepare a sketch 2 perform, and i tink i nid 2 bcum the main character again.. Zzz. Sumore!! I stil hv basketball hall training! Den later on sure got event fr Buddhist society.. AND!!!!!!!!! i oso got into piano essemble.. WTH??!! Audition play half way 4get score oso let me in.. HAHA!! Nvm since they so gd gv me den ok la.. But yet, moz of the club i joined hvnt secure a subcomm or get enuf points to secure a hall to stay nex year.. PEK CHEK AR!!! Guess i hv to drop sum activities adi, like herritage, or clubs doesnt gv me enuf points to secure a hall. Coz i nid 2 try to get into sch club subcomm later on to get the 5points i needed so badly. ARGGGHH!! NO TIME!! That is why i failed 2 cont my update abt FOC happening here. Sorry peeps.. >.<

Reli hv struggling time over here. Just started 3 weeks of class im having troubles wif all my modules, except maths. JAVA, ECONS!! teruk sungguh. Never learn those in my life before but de speed of the course travels at the speed of light =.= Sumore got a few lame module like effective comm. TERUK nia, this sem im taking numbers of subj which is below average d yet i oredi hv troubles. Nex sem nid take more subj to cover bac, i dun dare 2 imagine how my life would be dat time. Nid to cope with it ar!!! So gambeteh to myself la

I end this blog bt chanting.. MERDEKAAAAAAAAAA!!!

Random

2009-08-26T14:59:00.004+08:00

A quiz found in piggu kia's blog.. LOL
Here is my personality quiz

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Wanna try?? Click here

=.=

2009-08-20T00:53:00.003+08:00

Day 4 orientation story has to be postponed bcz lacking of time 2 recall and write in this blog. Currently started 2 lost in my uni's module especially in java programming. Nvr learn comp subj b4 so gona struggle hard. With only 17AUs dis sem, which is below average, im currently already having troubles in these basic subjects. Cant imagine how im gona cope in sem 2 when i hv to take more modules, which is harder 2 replace back the AU.

Im lacking of slp. From usual lazy life, which cost me at least 10hours per day for sleeping, now have to switch to 7hours of slp per day. Sooner have to reduce and reduce again.

Hope this is nt de start of a downfall.. i duwan 2 do badly in my course, and i oso duwan to fall sick (luckily hvnt yet)... Must find a way..

DAY 3

2009-08-14T10:03:00.008+08:00

Photo first!!!

Wana play new games adi. Lawrence looks sien sien lidat

Guys are concentrating

Yoon Sheng and Joshephine blur liao

So we play the tit tit games.

As Pui Mun very easy 2 sabor, she always lose and kena forfeit

Have to do silly face liao lor

At nite leh we have to draw banner 2 indicate our group, CALYPSO

Discuss wat 2 draw 1st.. As im poor in art, i didnt gv much idea

Start draw d, coz not enuf time

TA DA!!!! our banner.. We use finger draw only ler

This is our dirty hand

Later on we go on wif station games and compete wif other group

firstly is de chair game. A numbers of chair arrange in a line, both team hv 2 start moving fr each end, when dey meet, dey hv 2 play scissor paper stone. Winner wil cont moving, Loser move out fr de chair as his teammate start fr d end again.. Each player get to reach to the opponent's end
wins a point. And this Ah liang always play half way stop n take pics, waste time.. let me show u how many pic he takes

One

two

STOP!! 3 and 4

Fifth one.. Aiyoyo

So we won!! our group's girls get to forfeit them lor

Lucky is nt us.. haha

Next is de 'pick a water cup' game. Duno wat name is dat game la so i name it myself. Basically is to pick a cup filled wif water without having ur body parts touch on de ground. So nids alot of teamwork

Post 1 pic of me lar!! everyone is supporting my body as i hv 2 bend down without touching de floor

Next is human pinball game. This one is de nicest one

Nic as our goalie.. This game we oso trash our opponent.

Oleh!! oleh oleh oleh, as our team scored we run around

Photo formation!

Lastly is de blindfold walk game.. Very simple la, one hv to be blindfolded another hv 2 guide 2 walk as de blindfolded person kenot touch anything around him/her until reach to the finishing point.. this one our team finally lost de game. haha

So thats all for day 3

2nd day of FOC

2009-08-12T23:25:00.009+08:00

As im lazy to type everything is words.. i will post picture to describe the 2nd day of FOC

Bang bang bang.. Bang the table playing!

everyone is learning.

We still duno, so Alison show detailly

I stil blur lar.. later lose kena forfeit ki.. bt luckily din =)

Must pose abit in the pic b4 activities starts

Still busy learning cheers.. Honestly till nw i dont rmbr all de cheers. I guess cheering doesnt suits me

Nw have to hyper abit.

Go photo wif sum seniors d

This game ar.. Duno wat game lai, Uncle Cheng ask us play one. When ppl point at u and say a name, den u hv 2 do de post indicate dat name and both sides hv to post too. This one is de superman pose i tink.

So after that, we play another game. As usual we wiggle around de place, and den the mc will stop and announce sum things for us to do, eg: head on white shirt.... Den everyone has 2 quickly put their head on white shirt. Failure 2 do so will get forfeited

This is an example that Boon ming's green pants being attacked.. HAHA

This is ermmmmmmm. Light hse game?? De rule is like the MC gv an object den u hv too quickly. Failure to find ppls' 2 do wif u, as usual will be forfeited

Pictures wif other group during an inter group games.

Lets pose again please.... SMILE!!!

So day 2 is lidat la.. sorry people, i lazy 2 type all the story in words as i oso 4get sum of it.. So pictures shud gv the bez decription =)

1st day in NTU

2009-08-12T19:56:00.014+08:00

IM BACK!! Very fast lehh?? since i hv sum pics nw, i'll recap sum of the stuffs happens in spore.

Morning, wake up v early lor, coz nid 2 go 2 airport b4 8am.. this is 1st time since duno how many yrs ago i nvr travel 2 overseas d, mayb 10 yrs?? So abit blur blur abt the procedures la coz small that time everything oso parents settle.. So i touchdown in Changi airport around 10am. From dere, got 1 reception from ntu bring me n my parents to the campus. So we took de van n it tooks around 1 hour 2 reach ntu. V far.. since changi airport located at the east of spore n my campus at de west. After i reached ntu, abit kelam kabut d. Based on my fren, most ppl check in hostel 1st, n den dere r ppl to bring a group of freshie to FOC at canteen A so seniors wil guide them 2 settle all de admin stuff steps by steps, which i duno abt it. But dey say dere are seniors at de front of the hall holding banner or sth so student will see it n they will be led to canteen A. So i duno is bcz the driver drop me at de side door or duno is bcz of that or im late abit, so i din see anyone. But my seniors say that time stil got ppl, so must be that stupid @#$@#$% la!! HAHA! So i ma ask ppl where is de office n check in lor. I ask de officer wat to do nex bt she oso duno.. zzz.. so i leave all my stuff in my room, n den my family go n eat n go financial office 2 make payment myself, and go ISC report myself. After i reach ISC I onli saw sum of my fren, n den i onli knw dey hv report in FOC 1st, n seniors bring them do steps by steps procedure. Den me leh, go make payment d, report ISC d, onli go report in FOC. =.= Because of that i miss out the medical checkup appointment n opening bank acc. So hv 2 delay 2 sum other days 2 do lor.. Kesian nia..

So in canteen we nth 2 do, i ma make sum frens lor.. n play LAME games wif seniors. LOL.. Sumore if lose sum games, will kena forfeit eh. Lucky i din kena b4.. haha. Bt i dun hv de picture for dat, so i jump to night time, where orientation officially starts.

As expected, introduction abt our ownself starts 1st.

This is my group pictures

Have to know all the noisy cheers to make sum noise.. HAHA

Ah liang kena forfeit chicken dance bcz of losing sum games.

Josephine and Nicholas hv to perform monkey gorilla chimpanzee d.

This one very teruk, pass the news. Bt when he go announce duno bcum wat news adi, i tink shud be 1 of de seniors purposely change the news.

Have to wiggle around n knw different ppl, this is me n Nicholas

A group photo of us again

Learning cheers again

This one shud be the sor kai kai cheer.

So after that we got play sum game. That game is v simple. everyone gv a card, bt we kenot review it. we hv to put on the forehead. So later on they will say a certain group of cards, eg: highest number card in de group, picture cards..... n so on. so if u hv de feeling that u are holding that group of card, u hv 2 change. But if we wana change one card, we r require 2 answer a ques given.. HAHA. So.... As usual, losers wil forfeit. And this happen.

7 wonders.. HAHA!! both of them mz hv 7 body contacts as we requested.

This i duno whats the name of the game la, bt is sth we hv 2 rest our head on ppls lap and form a line to balance ourselves

this time we form a circle

After that we took pics again lor.

So basically is lidat lar for de 1st day.. Actually dere r many happenings, bt i cudnt mention in detail. Sumore sum of if i dun hv de photos and i might 4get sum adi.. Hope i got time to proceed to de 2nd day of my orientation in my blog. SEE YA~

NTU life

2009-08-12T15:28:00.002+08:00

OMG!! I know i know.. i din manage to blog my NTU orientation as i promise.. >.< Well well i wud like to if i hv the time. 3-4 hours of slp is totally nt enuf for people who slp 10 hours daily like me.. So u tink i stil hv de energy 2 live up my blog?? haha.. bt i oso nid 2 gather my orientation photos so i cud make things interesting here. Hope i cud rmbr those happening n post it here.. since 2day is 2nd day of my class, let me sum up some stuffs here..

My roomie, has finally come last sat (if nt mistaken) He is fr kedah, which quite near to my hometown. Looks more a quiet type person, bt both of us stil can communicate well since we both can speak chinese. Year 2 mecha engin student.. I tink is fine for me, i was so afraid i get a foreign roommate den i cudnt talk, or all those ^!@#$%^&% ppl or even nigro? LOL!! Lucky nt, so i can slp wif peace here, and also ask him to guide me abt the lifestyle here.. =)

About my subj.. i tink i wud remain 17AUs this sem, since i failed 2 add any subj. moz of them clash time wif my subj, else is fully taken by ppl d.. I knw 17AU's is abit less, bt nvm, let me get used 2 the life here b4 pumping so many subj to myself, sumore the subj are deal to computer, which i dun hv any base knowledge, so i nid 2 get used 2 it.

Abt the orientation, hmmmmm... Quite fun, tiring, torturing. HAHA.. mayb im nt use having tonnes of work b4, or im taufu? but this is de 1st camp i attend la. i tot i was gonna get sick after surviving thru these 7 days. BUT... right nw im stil standing without any sickness. MIRACLE!! Bt i hv few body ache around me, especially my foot n tie.. stress too much on it. I nvr hv long term tough activities b4, so is a gd experience for me then. Learning how to work as a team, train sum toughness, 1st time standing in front of ppl perform stupid stuff.. haha.. Its quite nice. i tot i was goin 2 gv up since my foot is reli reli tortured because im attend this camp wif slight injured foot. Bt den, my OG is like... soooooooooooooooooo less ppl, if i gv up, this group is gonna shrink. and I don't like leaving group bhind, since i do play sport often laz time, i do knw the feeling of importance of teammates, so i dun like 2 feeling leaving ppl bhind. So.... i nvr regret that i stand until the last day =)

Lastly leh, i wana talk abt my room.. its looks nice since its newly renovated. Bt leh... there are a few facilities or toilet stil hvnt finish renovated.... so abt mafan for me lar... nid walk so far onli can get stuf, shit lor. then ar, my room.. SIIIIIIIPPPPPPEKKKKK hot and. Beh tong nia. shower finish go into room hvnt 1 hour body sticky adi.. haiz. I tink i cannot stay in room too often nex time, hv 2 stay outside until at nite d.

ok lar, i nid 2 end here. i'll get back after i get my orientation photos.

The Last Before Leaving 2

2009-08-02T03:16:00.006+08:00

(continue from last post)

This is the 1st trolley bag, put all small bags, files, paper, shoes, electric applicant, and laptop cooler. Haven't fully packed yet cause there are some more stuff to be stuff in, and my parents have some things for me to check in too.

2nd trolley bag.. full of clothes. On top dere put hairdryer & 1 gift box, thanks to someone lor, need mafan take. Belum wrap kuk.. HAHA.. Still got some clothes need to squeeze it. Haven't fully packed.

This is the last bag lar. Damn pong ady the hand carry bag. Put bedsheets, towerland wear in room eh clothes. No need buka see lar, see nothing pun. HAHA

So roughly like that, but end up the stuff not packed like this.. I have to repack all over again cause lack of space, and also some stuff cannot hand carry, need check in cabin. Sien nia.. Things keep put in take out put in take out, my clothes also crumble up liao.. Iron eh clothes oso become non-iron ki.. Liao lat... =.= Repack mia picture i don't want to take ady. Haha. So aneh nia lar.. Rest eh stuff go Singapore only buy liao.

That's how I shall temporary end my Penang life and start a new one in Singapore!!

It's late enough. 345am.. Sleeping time!!! Nitez everyone

The Last Before Leaving

2009-08-01T23:08:00.004+08:00

Yo Yo! Im back!! Is Saturday night! By another means, Im leaving this Penang island in 1.5days time. Haha.. Finally! After rotting for 8 months without studying, now I am back to make my debut life in university. Since Im heading to NTU in Singapore on Monday, I would like to crack up the final blog post before leaving my home sweet home. =)

Well, as i said, growing mushroom in 8 months, really not an ideal thing to do. Think about it, after finish my A2 A-level exam last November, this will be my 1st time to start cracking my head all over again. And yet this might be even the tougher one, much more tougher compare to my A-level life in Inti Subang. It's expected, since NTU will be a very competitive university, but it doesn't matter to me anymore, 'kiasu' or watever people like to say, it's part of every uni life, I would consider it as a challenge and just have fun! =) Ah! Just stop putting worries and pressure on myself before it started. Now I wanna crap some the past few days happening here before I leaving this lovely island.

Ok lar, lets start from.............. Wednesday! Nothing much actually, I was busying cleaning all the sampah in my laptop hard disk to spare some free space to use, since I failed to buy an external hd to bring to Singapore. End up, cleaning nothing because I seldom keep sampah lar. So what can i do is, delete the movie that i dl lor. But before that, i have to watch them 1st. So, Quantum of Solace.... =.= have been dl for months! But didn't watch it yet. Why? Simply because I have no patience to watch on laptop, that's why i prefer movie at cinema, so only can guai guai sit and watch. I haven't watch the 1st part, which is Casino Royal i guess? And i did heard a lot of bad critics about this movie.. So easy lar... delete it.. No need watch liao. Eng eng cheng chenge.. Told you i have no patience eh lor. =P So next one, Hannah Montana. Dang!! Dl last month I think. This one ar? Ok lar, since I like the soundtrack, 'The Climb' by Miley Cyrus. So watch it ki lar.. Else wasted.. Everytime dl movie then delete eh. Waste energy & time nia, don't know dl for what. But lucky, the movie still ok lar, cause actually movie watch on computer not nice one, for me la, good movie also become bad movie ady. However I found this movie ok lar... And after the movie, it seems I like the song more ki. So i go and get different type of 'The Climb' version. Piano intro, Guitar intro, Acoustic version..... Lol. Seriously I just like the song very much lar, its nice! just my opinion.

Okok, lets skip to another day. Thursday. Also tarak apa apa ler.. Just my piggu kia aka sj. Lol. Ajak me yam cha lar. She very teruk one tell you.. Busy here busy there. Aiyo... But I know she very busy lar.. and very pia her study... I play game till 3am.. very late liao, but she pia study til 4am.. More kuat then me. If can I wanna learn her skill liau, abo lazy eh me, go uni sure mati kiao kiao. HahAHA. So..... because this girl is soooooooooooooooooooo busy, our last appointment lunch before i leave, postponed from wednesday to thursday.. But because her schedule is so packed, change to dinner ki. After that hor, also cancel, cause she got another class postponed to 6-8pm. WTH? Inti Penang very keng ar i tell you, got 6-8pm mia class eh. Last time my Inti Subang, 6pm almost all lecturer pit till don't know where liao lo. So this piggu kia so boh eng, boh huat lor, tukar afternoon yam cha can ady lar.. Lol! So keng or onot? We go e-gate mia starbucks yam cha lar. But maybe she paiseh keep change time or what, she belanja me minum there. Aiks... now you make me paiseh lor, ajak keluar you go pay for me pulak. Nevermind la, as you said next year my turn belanja d. HAHA. Remember remind me ar, else i teh gong teh gong baru tau.. Hehehehe.. Joking Joking, Im boh aneh bad lar. So we mar talk crap and sampah as usual la, and her frappucino cannot serve out the worker there steam steam do wrong coffee for her, go change, and then soooooooooooo long finally only born the frappucino out. Hahah. So after 1 hour aneh we all cabut liao la, cause this piggu got night class. =.= Before that we take photo lar as remembrance. I don't want post here cause she guai gu put bunny ear on my head.. Ish. But its ok lar, got mood I only post up, maybe in fb. So like that ma chao d lor, next year only meet d since she goin US in 3 weeks time. By the way I shall thank you for the drink here and wish ya good luck for your next week final exam. Gambeteh

So Friday d, one day one day pass, left 3 days ady.. I ajak those friends that are still in penang for last meeting la, casue sat i have family dinner, sunday have to do last packing. So ajak lbs bc and suacheng go gurney watch movie. Asimo and osk cannot come cause... again.. they got class 6-8pm in inti.. Sweat ar Inti. Boh huat lar, 4 of us go watch 'The Proposal'. Haha.. quite nice the show, and funny also ar. I guess all of us enjoy the comedy lar... You guys haven't watch eh better go watch then. =) After movie we went nando's have our dinner. Ohh ya, before our movie we go play time crisis 4. Huhu... this bc bully ask me play p1 cause he wan use p2. Stupid thing is the p1 gun got problem one, and then this bc die so fast left me play alone.. Miracle, i stil can finish the game with for 4 lives left. HAHA. 1st time play p1 can habis by my ownself, but very pek chek lor gun got problem, play that time very tiring. So after our dinner, as i expected ady, they ask go cc play dota again.. >.< escaped =")">

So saturday, i did sleep till very late as usual, pervious night 4am only sleep.. too tired. Have to rearrange and check out my course schedule and do final preparation. So night time as promise, i have my dinner with my grandma & relatives as final meeting la. At night come back I continue do my packing. About my packing I will post in another blog post, because i can see this post is too long ady ar!!! I shall stop here then.. =)

My birthday

2009-07-26T01:26:00.002+08:00

My 20th birthday!! Has just pass.. Just lidat.. HAHA!! I try to update here abit la.. But so sad la, nothing really much to update. Coz this year, not much happening lor.. =(

Ok lar morning as usual.. Sleep tilllll every late la.. But good ady since is my bday, I wake up abit earlier lor.. But oso pass 1030 liao.. Also count early for me la.. HAHA. Then ar, mom and dad oso balik from.... I also dunno where they go la, i slp like pig. They ma wish me happy burfday lu.. Then decided take me for lunch in gurney plaza la. But b4 dat dey gv me ang pau so at least now im not so broke ady =) So spend 3 hours in gurney plaza walk walk around la.. Tot wana buy sth b4 i go spore wan.. But as always, lazy la.. sumore my bag 2 oso wana full liao, buy stuff lagi nid squeeze in my bag. So end up din buy anything. After come back home and fa dai la.. it seems everyone oso busy la.. weekends sum got family dinner. Sumore frens alot nt around in penang liao, almoz semua go bac sendiri mia country for their studies. Left a few nia, so duno wan call who out. So fa dai at home until my former futbal buddy, paul, ask me play...... PLAY DOTA AGAIN!! LOL. WTH!! why always dota la?? So at home play 1 match.. Sapu all ppl. Bday shud be guai guai wan duno why go kill ppl. BAD la lidat.. Boh huat lar. So later on decided to have supper wif Paul la.. Wanted to call Tomato out but damn him la.. got family dinner. understandable.. but later he say wan go clubbing wif frens til 2am.. BULLSHIT HIM!! haha.. Always ajak me play dota laz time but nw gv u chance 2 play wif me u duwan. Suan leh bah im oso leaving d. Nex time u slowly feed alone la =) So go netcity.. play 2 match lose 2 match.. Eng kai lor nw tiok feed back.. but the cybercafe mia server shit lik hell.. Keep lagging wan. So duwan play d. Play cs.. So long nvr play ady. I din even kill seorang ar. Gud la bday shudnt kill so much.. So i oso tak mau main d la.. Main fifa09 lor.. Am kong win my fren, den later we buli comp lar.. haha! So later finish game just go nearest mamak, Subaidah, have supper.. Manatau got 1 person from behind called "JACKSON".. HUH?? Walao is LBS.. Lidat oso meet tiok him.. Aiyo we both very got faith d, can gay together. LOL!! He say asimo fly him plane ask him go coffee island but din go, dats y cum here. HOR!! Asimo ar!! Why so bad ar??hmm.. And den as usual lbs lagi ask me go netcity again.. Of coz i duwan liao la.. midnite ady.. Play til sien liao.. Sori la! Den I suan siao him awhile, 'my present leh?'.. HAHA.. He paiseh then treat me on the spot. LOL.. Gai lor me, I paiseh nia.. Lidat oso got free meal ki.. Thank you very much lar. Altou jz few roti canai lar, but i very easy satisfied wan. Got heart can adi. Thanks lar. =) Eh ur bday betta leh, u rmbr i got u a chicken bday cake boh?? specially bake wan. HAHA.

So eat finish d.. ma balik home d lor. My bday just lidat nia la. Sien right?? Boh celebrate or party lar. Too bad la timing not gud, everyone this times back to their studies. Uk, Aus, S'pore, Kl.. HAIZ.. Sad lar! Left me n a few in pg nia.. T.T Nex week i oso goin 2 s'pore liao. Anyway i wana thanks everyone who has wish bday 2 me lar. In facebook or sms. Thanks alot! And oso WL.. LOL, she say got present for me wor, ask me go spore only collect fr her.. Aiseh. At least got present liao. MUAHAHAH.. Lets see wat u get for me.. =)

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么
让我诚实一点
诚实
难免有不能控制的宣洩
只要关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空盪包厢裡面
手机
让它休息一夜
难
像切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你
带一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
幻灭重生
祝我生日快乐

Put some lyrics lar. Since 2day i listen to dis song..
Wish myself happy bday..

Happy 20!!

2009-07-25T02:31:00.002+08:00

Okay, first of all I have to say.... HAPPY 20TH BURFDAY TO ME!! =) Ok la Im old ady. Finally my age begin with the number of 2.
Well well not much plan for my burfday this year. Everyone seems to be back with their studies in different countries. Just left a few lor... So kinda sad case for me =( I see how it goes tomorrow lar. For those who wish me leh, thanks alot for remembering my burfday, although it's not really hard to remember since most of them checked through facebook I guess. HAHA!! Cheating!! But I appreciate all those wishes la. Got heart can ady. For those who forget, forgot, busy or watever reasons & excuses...... Ah HEMMMM!! OKAY LOR!! HAHAHA. Also never mind lar.. Birthday mar, cannot angry ok =)
Alright I have to stop here. Very tired ady.. Thanks to lbs for forcing me play dota til so late.. =.= HAHA!! Sienz ady la, eye oso blur blur liao.. Good nite everyone

....

2009-07-23T22:47:00.007+08:00

Its really killing me off. Just recover from a bad mood. Sometimes I do get really pissed off. Not because I get easily pissed but things just happen again and again. If it is a good happening, Fine!! I don't mind it. If not, just stop bothering me okay?? Please.. Im not trying to avoid problems. Yes I do really hate mafan stuff, but I know problems do happen in life. When I say like this, you have a problem. Okay then I go it that way, then you started create another problem. I look for another choice, and then you say 'what if' again. CoMe ON!! What the purpose of nagging this and nagging that?? Are you trying to help solve out problem or creating more of it? PLEASE!! I want is solutions not problems. You think Im not helping? Im also thinking behalf of you, and you seem not happy with it. Im just leaving to Singapore only, where the hell you think Im going? My temper has limit okay? Its just seems everytime I can hold back, else, chaos. And it's always me the one who needs step back. I remain silent not because I think Im wrong or whatsoever. Bear in mind, I just don't want any bad sequences happen later on. Its sickening. Sometimes I do wish to become more selfish a little so I can just ignore what other people think or feel. SIGH.. But Im not..
Left 1 day, to my day, but so what?? As I have say it and say it again. This year really ain't my year. Every tidal is going against me. Losing has been a big figure for me ady. I ain't gonna lose anything more okay!! Whatever I want especially those I need it so badly. I don't get it. I already have enough of it. Do I need to lose including myself? Im not being optimistic, but if this gonna continue with no ending, Im going to god damn stuggling hard in my whole university life. Make no mistake about it, Im not weak, but Im not strong too. I will tend to be stonger but I still have my limit.
Hope everything goes well soon.

My 2nd Post

2009-07-23T01:48:00.002+08:00

Well well. This is the 2nd post of my new blog before I start departing to Singapore. There is still 2 more weeks to go. NONO! Is less than 2 weeks. 3rd of August Im leaving. OMG!! Nervous? Hell no! This is not the 1st time Im going to live on my own, and Im used to get things done on my own ady. More freedom perhaps? Haha. Don't get me wrong, it doesn't mean I like to live out from my family. But sometimes you just have to get things done all by yourself outside of the comfort zone of your home sweet home. Have to be strong, to meet all kind of new people and face the new social. Look at the bright side then, when you face hard time and you figure it out all by yourself, you may get a new fun about it. HAHA. Steady leh me?? Of course la!! 11 days to go, I still haven't really get all my stuff readily packed. You say steady or not? Parents is nagging ady, last minute work is always done by me. WEI WEI, I already have a rough idea about the things I need to do, left clothes only mar. How the hell am I gonna pack all my clothes so fast, then I no need to wear clothes for these few days? Im just a simple guy la, I don't have a lot of sampah to bring along with me. So i guess its ok.
Ohh ya!! Today I recieve an email about hostel application. I get an offer!!! LOL!! Of course get la, happy for what? freshman are confirmed a place to stay. Just that I get hall 12. Good or not? I have no idea about it. But its not those hall that are far from my school, I guess its good enough. But also not very near. ZZZ.. No matter how, we are still required to take shuttle to our school, so it makes no difference. Unless Im on a slimming course that required to jog to school everyday. =) But a size like me need to slim down?? Then I guess the whole world need also ady liao. HAHA. But those are not important though, because Im still wondering which roommate Im going to have. AHH!! This worries me a little. That person going to be my 'gay' fella for 1 year at least. WOOT!! Not trying to say he is gay la, I still don't know which 'lucky' guy is gonna allocated to the same room with me. If leng lui then hoseh la!! HAHA!! Chance? 0%. Cause only same sex in the same room. So I hope I get a nice guy that I can get along with, and hope both of us can be best mate. This is hell important to me, else my uni life gona get screw up ah!! What to do, although we are allowed to choose any friends as our roommate, but I can't la, nobody to choose leh. Haiz.. all friends going UK study, abo is AUS uni. Even those going to Singapore, all enter NUS. BAD LA YOU GUYS leave me alone in NTU. And some more the stupid NUS rejected me. Faithed ady. 'Faithed to have no faith', that's my nice quote. =P Talk about today, to be accurate is yesterday (pass 12am d). Some of my best buddies are going back to aussie. Wish all of you have a save trip there. AH Bob & Adrian leave 1 day earlier. HAHA! Flight got delay for 1 day.. WTH. I never know got such heong delay ar. So end up HJ flying back today, sorry is yesterday, will fly together in KL. SWEAT!! What a good airline ar!! LOL! Aiya no matter how I'll still miss you guys lar. When I started think about it, I'll get a bit sad =(. No more games together, no more laughter together, no more funny and lame jokes, no more trash talks. Without friends do everything very sienz one I tell you. Just like I said I already stop Dota-ing, but when they are back, Im force to play again. =) Even how boring the game is, when you play with friends, you have different nice feelings. Oppositely, no matter how interesting the game is, playing alone you will never like it for long. Now all gone liao lor, left me and BC, and maybe asimo and lbs only. So less people liao, I can start temporary retire ady la. Haha. SAD SAD SAD. Haven't start class I already waiting for year end regroup. Playing with our so called 'ball' clan, and also waiting for ah ball to step my bomb again. WAHAHAHA! Ah!! no matter how is it, i still have to look ahead of my uni life in NTU 1st. Hope I can get myself well over there, meet some nice fella, know some handsome guys, and get along with some beautiful girls also la. XD. Well I predict I will struggle a bit there liao, some more my brain rot for 8 months ady, can study boh Jackson?? Don't think first don't think first. =P By the way, look at the date, left 2 more days left to my important day. Hehez.
Late liao late liao.. Good night for now

Prologue

2009-07-21T16:58:00.003+08:00

Okay okay. Well since frienster is already 'so yesterday', there is no point for me to update my freakin dead blog there. Let me start the new beginning from here. I guess this will be for my university life purpose. Hopefully I manage to keep myself update here, as I know I will be lazy now and then. =) Catch up with cha soon.